Starting over, Day 0.

22 The Lamp of the body is the eye. Therefore if your eye is good, your whole body will be full of light. 23 But if your eye is bad, your whole body will be full of darkness, how great is that darkness!
-Matthew 6:22-23

 

Went threw a Job loss, was stressed out for a while looking for work, and I was out of money. I'm on an island with 98% old retired white people. (I'm white but its a little overboard and depressing everywhere u look).

I don't know anyone my age. Not one girl my age around. I was board and starting looking at chicks on the net, because quite frankly I haven't seen any to talk to in a long time over here my own age. I almost forgot what they look like. (It's sort of like jail full of old 70 plus and out of shape people.)

So anyways, I kept looking until it turned into p, then kept on looking until pm. I knew I was going past the point of no return but like an idiot i kept going anyways. Then I binged out for hours. That's the end of that bullshit. Never again.

Not gonna waste my energy and time in the dark to a computer screen ever again. Completely foolish of me, selfish and spirituality immature. The devil plays with idle hands is right. He got me good that day but fuk him, I belong to Christ.

 

Be sober, be vigilant; because your adversary the devil, as a roaring lion, walketh about, seeking whom he may devour
1 Peter 5:8
And the devil that deceived them was cast into the lake of fire and brimstone, where the beast and the false prophet are, and shall be tormented day and night for ever and ever.
Revelation 20:10
Bad news is the devil is real and dangerous!
Good news is his days are numbered!!!