[90-CHALLENGE] THE NINETY DAYS CHALLENGE !

Day 15

The last 24 hours have been up and down. I continue to have brief flashes of images, objectifying thoughts, and a desire to return to the sites I used to frequent. I am resolute in my commitment to recovery. However, there is the voice telling me lies that sound so tempting. I know they are all lies and that I just need to refocus on why I am doing this. I feel like I'm just white-knuckling it though... I should be stronger. I need to be stronger.

 

Nice man ! Good luck !

 

Day 4

 

Day 40/90

 

Hey, keep it strong and breathe : the voice is lying, and you'll be stronger than these porn online. Keep it strong . With time, the voice will shade away

 

Day 34 of 90
* 88 days free

 

So, today eight weeks porn free. Have felt the urge, a strong compulsion that time, once to escape and unwind through porn and I resisted. I am glad I have made it thus far on my first attempt. I have masturbated though, last week for instance a couple of times. It is ok. I can forgive myself and be aware and accepting of the fact PMO has been a major part of my life whether I like it or want it or accept it or not.

I just feel so ready, so prepared so motivated and disciplined to keep away from porn and I want the road to be long, It is not going to be easy!

But I am making it Thank you all very much for your time and effort making this forum possible.

 

First day.

 

I think, it's 09/90 now. One tenth done!

 

Day 56/90!

 

Day 6

 

60/90

 

Day 1 again, man the voice in my head keeps lying over and over. "Hey you only made it 5 days, if you give up now, you'll only have to make up 5 days." That same voice has been repeating that same phrase the past month. I keep getting 3-5 days and resetting. I just want to kill that voice once and for all. I stabbed the voice and hope it bleeds out and dies over the next 90 days.

 

I have started at 23:47 21/02/2018. I am going to pass this challenge because pornhub is wrecking my moral compass and turning me into a monster.

I wish all my Nofap comrades taking on this challenge the best of luck and I hope to see your names on the hall of fame too. I will be posting every day to inform y'all of my progress - God bless!

 

7/90 and 8/90

 

Day 37. Feeling good today. Went to work and made a plan on where to apply next. I wont let one rejection stop me now.

 

Day 62 complete

 

3 Days

 

68/90 days

 

There was a forum before I guess and I participated. I posted five of replies until day 10 and today is my day 35 but the forum is gone. Lol what should I do?