Does an addict ever come to the point of hating porn?

I can only speak from experience but I have definitely become less "in love" with porn. Its not at a point where I hate it yet but scenes and pornstars that I used to like now doesn't attract me. It feels wrong and unnatural.
That doesn't mean I will grow to always hate it, i'm sure if I got back watching it right now I would fall back in love but with time, and strong beliefs about wanting to achieve your goals, then I think you can definitely grow to hate porn.

I don't think it'll ever be a true hatred. Alcoholics never recover to truly "hate" alcohol but they hate the idea of themselves drinking it and the effect it has and I think it will be the same with porn.

 

I hate porn until I go 4-5 days without it and my dick starts to disagree.

 

Well, at least in my experience, it’s possible to end up despising some of the more sick and twisted fetishes and works that you may have ended up turning to in pursuit of getting high. It seems that, like with drugs, P can also be a gateway drug of sorts, going from vanilla to more exotic and at times even twisted and wrong things in pursuit of feeling the rush you used to feel with the previous kind once again. And if you let it get out of control enough you may even be at risk of turning to real drugs instead or as well.

Chances are you won’t hate everything you ever looked at, but you may grow disgusted with some of the things once you’ve realized what exactly it was you were getting off to.

Then again that might just apply to me seeing as how all my problems seem to have spawned from my own ignorance and obliviousness ^^;

 

I hate it. I really hate it. I hate the people who make it, too. They want my time and my health, which is my life. They are happy to destroy me and my family.

 

To be brutally honest I doubt they give a shit about you at all, they’re trying to support their life and their families. But I’m sure the last thing they ever wanted is for people to get hurt by their creations, so for your sake and theirs try to forget about it entirely and move on to better things

 

Ditto. 11+ years without alcohol and I don’t hate it (yet) but I can and do recognize the effect a drink would have on me (thinking the drink all the way through “we” say) and I can only assume (and hope) at some point it will be the same with porn.

 

I do understand this question. I do sometimes ask this question (albeit with different words). I do kind of long for an answer to this question. At the same time, I personally have to stay away from this question.

One of the biggest and most recurrent stumbling blocks for me in recovery is thinking too far into the future. More specifically, thinking too far into a future in which all that I dislike about this addiction is gone. I seem to get hooked by such thoughts - and then terribly let down when they are not true. We can probably guess what I do and where I go with this disappointment...

They say 'One day at a time' in recovery circles. Again, myself personally - I can understand why.

Best to all,

 

Depends on the day, sometimes I hate for all bad things that shit caused in my life, I'm became a super violent person and I used to be a good guy, when I catch myself thinking about that i start to have my moments of hate, has been very painful but I need go through that.

 

I do hate porn, particularly for ensnaring me when I was young and for destroying what should have been a normal teen life. I've only realised how wonderful it is to be in the company of women AFTER I stopped porn. Before I saw them less as human and more as things.

 

I think maybe between hating and don't give a crap about it is the "this shit is so f-ing stupid" perspective..

 

I can't say I hate porn, but after I abstained from porn I started to fear it. I blame porn for all bad things what happened to me in this life. And my situation is a little different because I spent almost 15 years in porn business running adult websites. My job was watching porn movies all day long, reviewing them, searching for new videos and models, building and promoting websites, etc. I ended hating being porn webmaster. I was very happy when I left porn business. So I don't hate porn itself, but I hate porn business.

As for porn I always considered it as a 'safe' thing, not good, but nothing bad with it. Just one from many entertainment forms. And I hid my own addiction under the business I was in. It took me years until I finally admitted I'm porn addict. The damage I made for myself is still unclear for me. After 7 months hardmode I'm still in a deep and hopeless flatline, depression and to say truth sometimes I already start to loose faith in the whole 'nofap process'. What keeps me back from relapse is a fear.