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Hi, what a thing to admit to myself!!

Discussion in 'New to NoFap' started by Simsplayer, Feb 28, 2018.

  1. Feb 28, 2018 #1
    Simsplayer

    Simsplayer Fapstronaut

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    Hi I am 46 and female... and a survivor of childhood sexual abuse and rape... and abandonment...

    It was only a few weeks ago that I realized I used porn to escape intimacy with my partner of 14 years. I used it when I am bored, happy, sad, angry, triggered...

    I accidentally came across a video on Nofap on youtube, clicked it because I didn't know what it was and was shocked... because this had come up for me so knew it was the next thing to work on... just didn't know there was a thing on it..

    So I am scared shitless.... this is my go to no matter what...
    I decided yesterday to try 30 days... today is my first day and I am already going mad... Partner has gone to work ... I am due my period so horny as hell and I would normally do this 3-6 times in an 8 hour period... dam I feel insane!!

    This will be so hard I know it... because since I was 12 this has been the ONLY way I have coped.... WTF....

    Wish me luck...
     
    Simsplayer, Feb 28, 2018
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  2. Feb 28, 2018 #2
    Johnnyfranks

    Johnnyfranks Fapstronaut

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    You are in the right place. It isn't easy by any means but it does work. I'm on day 21 and hopeful I can break my old habits and live a life without guilt,shame and self hate. I'm married so I don't obstain from O but no more P and M is my goal. There are tons of success stories here and they are real about their struggles. It's a daily and hourly battle but worth it. Good luck. Get in a group or accountability partner!
     
    Johnnyfranks, Feb 28, 2018
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  3. Feb 28, 2018 #3
    Simsplayer

    Simsplayer Fapstronaut

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    I agree with you.. I want the 'No guilt shame and self hate...'...
    Well done on 21 days...
    Thankyou so much xx
     
    Simsplayer, Feb 28, 2018
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