[365-CHALLENGE] THE THREE HUNDRED AND SIXTY FIVE DAYS CHALLENGE !

Very active today and no urges. Now I'm tired and ready to sleep. I feel a little depressed but I think It'll pass. Tomorrow I'm getting a day off school as well so that's nice.

Day 3.

 

Day 11!

 

Check-in Day 8 out of 365.

 

Relapsed Day 0/365

 

Day 2. Feeling good so far

 

Day 35/365

 

Day 4/365

“The night is darkest just before the dawn. And I promise you, the dawn is coming.” - Harvey Dent

 

Day 35/365

 

That is well-said, my friend.

 

We're back to day 1. I had to go on a long monk mode journey away from technology. I relapsed to some thoughts about a girl I know, got scared and tested myself out, wasn't sure if things still worked down there. All I did was started to think about a girl and got instantly hard. I relapsed without P so that part is good. Im pretty confident my PIED is cured. But i'm going to give this a try again. I almost didnt want to come back here and announce a relapse but I feel i owe it to myself to come forward and be honest with myself and everyone. The monk mode helped a lot but i got scared from the flatline. Through this relapse I've learned a few triggers and a few things to stay away from and i'm not stronger and sharper than ever. Good to see everyone else still in here.

 

Day 1/365

 

15/365 done! For some reason my counter on this site still says 14 days.. but i finished day 15 anyway, oh well

 

Day 48

 

Day 7- I am feeling much better today. Yesterday was terrifying. I was on the verge of acting out on my anxiety. Self pity was pushing me to give in and just accept I am damaged. But somehow I still had power and I shouted "F@*k Porn...to hell with this s*#t" while crying. I am not going back to that life. Hell no! I will press on to recovery.

 

Day 2.

 

Day 26 & Day 27 - I need to reflect on my reboot, I can't say If it was a clean 27 days. I might consider resetting my counter.

 

Day 13/365

 

52/365

 

49/365

 

I usually can [right click] on the image, select [copy image], then go to nofap and [right click], hit [paste].

For instance, from my diary (an entry dated many years ago, I might add) - I performed the procedure, and this is from the day I realized I had a problem:



Actually, I usually first copy & paste into a Word document (my diary, as I mentioned, or my laboratory notebook, so vital to proper research), where I can change it if I need to, and then cut & paste it into my post. For example, when you select the image in Word, if you click & drag one of the corners, you can make it bigger or smaller while retaining the same proportions if it turns out too tiny or gigantic. Word usually has more than one way to do the same thing, so whatever way works. If I want to crop the image, I [right click] and select the cropping tool, but there are many other creative features, like adding tint to the image, such as I did with this one, from my last transition to Mr. Hyde, which would be in my approximation 76 days ago: