Went to Urologist...

Just an update, I decided to make another doctors appointment with my urologist and make him take different samples and run some test. And I have been doing a lot of research on my own. I have also had lower back pain for quite sometime with pain shooting down my right leg, but I was always thinking of this as a separate issue. Well in my research i ran across some people saying that sciatica or herniated disks in the lower back can mess with the nerves that cause go to the penal area and can even cause prostatitis. And my pain has seemed to get worse and my symptoms have gotten worse, so I will be askin my doctor about this and will be suspicious of it if I have no bacteria found from any tests. Has anyone ever heard of anything being the culprit of these symptoms?

 

I have gotten past the point where my prostate hurt.

Well unfortunately I relapsed last night.... I somehow found on the internet a syndrome that has had a lot of my symptoms called Cauda Equina Syndrome and it is when there is pressure put on your lower spinal cord then cause she nerve damage to you lower regions. Symptoms such as, bladder control problems, bowel problems, sciatica type pain down legs, tingling/numbing of “saddle region”, if surgery is not performed pretty quickly nerve damage could be permanent. This had me very depressed and scared, thanks internet, so I couldn’t sleep decided to turn on TV and oh kooky what’s on TV, porn, I didn’t turn it on at first. But then I started to realize I have had sensation issues with my penis for quite some time but I thought it was due to nofap and brain rewiring, but according to research that is also a symptom of CES. So I decided to M and see if I could get an erection, we’ll in about 20 seconds not full effect, here came the O. It was the weirdest sensation and I had zero control over it. And the consistency was like water so I’m not sure if my prostate just really needed to release it. But any way I am getting very scared I might have this but I’m trying not to be a WebMD doctor at the same time. Luckily my dad is a doctor and once he wakes up I will be counseling him for advice. I will keep everyone posted.

 

Well I probably just freak myself out after being really tired and over googling stuff. My dad seems to think it’s just a strained back with a bout of prostatis. I’m still struggling with whether I should consider last night a relapse or not as it literally lasted 20 seconds. Going back to the urologist on Tuesday in hopes of getting some tests done and start a round of antibiotics.

 

Thanks man, turns out I had an anxiety attack and that shit put me down hard, I’m still feeling pretty crappy. I had another wet dream last night unfortunately it was about Porn in the dream and I wasn’t fully erect upon O. I have not had an erection since that night I relapsed and I wasn’t even erect when that happened. Ever since my penis has felt strange. Before this when I became aroused by my wife I would get a raging erection, I’m not sure if this would be the case now or not. It’s like that little relapse through me into a deeper flatline. I also came very fast in the wet dream kind of like the relapse the other night. This has me worried a little bit. I plan to just keep on keeping on I have had zero chaser effect and have had literally zero desire for porn. It might just take me longer to get my election quality back like it took Gabe Deem. We’ll see, this was a very rough last few days for me, probably the worst in my life. But I’ll be okay. I just can’t wait to be past this so I can have proper sex with my wife again. I know we don’t do it much because I turned it into a selfish act for myself, porn will jack with your brain so bad in so many ways. I just hope she can stick around for that time to come because I know it frustrates her.

 

Guy,

No chaser effect did not get the best of me. I did not binge or look at anymore Porn, I literally think my brain is done with that stuff, I have no desire or urges for it. I did have another WD that seemed to flare up my prostatitis again. This right now is my only ailment I’m trying to figure out how to combat this problem. Thanks for checking in on me!

 

Guy,

I am still constipated, nofap has totally screwed me up I’m afraid. I have no clue what to do now. I have no abdominal pain, just have general constipation. Are you experiencing this as well?

 

This sucks because I would gladly go back and fap without P if I knew that would help. But it seems my symptoms flare up everytime I ejaculate. Is anyone else experiencing this?

 

The first few months of nofap were great, I saw noticeable beneficial things, now it’s just all taking a turn for the worse.