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Started nofap, on day 3 now and weird range of feelings

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by oneaffidavit, Apr 8, 2018.

  1. oneaffidavit

    oneaffidavit Fapstronaut

    It has been 3 days.

    I can definitely notice clearer mind and also better energy levels. Usually I don't wake up fast. Today, I woke up within 30 seconds to the alarm clock with only 6 hours of sleep and I don't feel like shit at all.

    I usually feel like shit if I sleep only 6 hours and wake up to alarm clock which has happend for one month before I started the streak. So, I know that nofap is definitely started working.

    I also developed a crush on a movie actress since couple of days ago. It is very weird. I have seen many movies of that actress before and suddenly I developed a irresistable intense crush since yesterday. I am constantly thinking of her. I don't know why it is happening. This feels so weird because I never had such crush feeling since like a decade during my school days.

    Whenever I am getting thoughts on her, I am just counting numbers with big images in my head to keep the thoughts away. I am feeling better than yesterday.

    Here comes another part, I am feeling extreme restlessness, feeling very unsafe and having anxiety ever since I started this. I am also feeling much worse like a loser and constantly worried about success. I am unable to focus on anything important right now.

    Most surprising part is that my dick is dead. It feels lifeless and I have no urges at all. I am not sure if flatline has all these syptoms.

    I had 2 week streak 6 months back and I didn't feel anything like this before.

    Anyone else experienced this? Any inputs appreciated.
     
    Last edited: Apr 9, 2018
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  2. guttedsoul

    guttedsoul Fapstronaut

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    Hey Bud,

    I am in the same boat as yours. It's been more than 3 weeks for me, and my dick is lifeless too. I guess the brain is starting to rewire all the loose ends and bringing the hormones level to normal. It looks like because we have fapped so much in our life that being horny became a norm rather than an exception, and now we don't feel normal when we are actually so. I think this is just a temporary phase and it shall pass too.

    Secondly, don't be so anxious about your success. The more anxious you are, more difficult it will be for you to achieve it. Channel your restlessness into recreational activities like exercising and sports. Trust me, you'll feel a lot better and you'll also get better sleep.

    Lastly, it's completely normal if you have developed a crush over an actress. It shows you are up for social interactions and relationships. Just be sure not to have it as a source of relapse, and you are absolutely fine to go.
     
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  3. Sahdude7201

    Sahdude7201 Fapstronaut

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    Yeah, after a while of doing nofap I developed anxiety and worry over petty things. And also I began getting a lot of crushes and stuff like that, because my brain began thinking of having "real relationships" etc, rather than just thinking about sex and stuff. Don't worry bro, after a while, u begin feeling amazing, u just gotta stay on track and be ready for when u do "come out" of the flatline phase because during that time, things get hard (no pun intended lol).
     
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  4. oneaffidavit

    oneaffidavit Fapstronaut

    Thank you!

    You are right about channeling the restlessness through recreational activities. I am going to start walking today.

    Regarding crush, you are right about the social angle. That's a good way to interpret my feelings. Perhaps I want to be social. I should start talking/meeting my friends and family more often.

    I forgot to mention, my crush angle is completely sensual. I have absolute zero physical feelings about that. I am only having a strong emotional state and sensual state like holding hands or prerhaps cuddle something like that.
     
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  5. oneaffidavit

    oneaffidavit Fapstronaut

    oh that feels better. I thought I was the only one getting crushes and stuff like that. Also, you are right about realtionships. Feeling about my crush are totally sensual not sexual at all. I have zero sexual urges/physical feelings on crush (of course I admire her beauty sensually and also have feelings like wanting to hold hands or cuddle etc.)

    I hope to get through the phase safely. I hope better days are ahead and I want to live best out of every single day.

    Also, I am fed up with fapping life to the point right now where I would rather bear all these feelings as I decribed above rather than returning to old fapping life.
     
  6. Going through very similar. It sucks. I was almost through a year, thought I was ok, that i was done with this crap. Then relapsed, again and again. Now withdrawal again. Same weird symptoms as you.
     
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  7. oneaffidavit

    oneaffidavit Fapstronaut

    One year? That's really amazing.

    Did you experience these weird symptoms that time?
     
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  8. My withdrawal symptoms got worse as time went by. Developed insomnia, extreme anxiety, ocd compulsively thoughts about my health, weird physical symptoms like feeling cold when it's super hot weather, sex dreams, porn flashbacks, nightmares about disturbing sex acts, headaches, feeling aroused for no reason, falling in love and fantasizing about celebrities, etc.

    Now because im a woman don't think these are PMS or period related. I get these both when I'm on my period and when I'm not, it only happens when I abstain from PMO. When I PMO I feel nothing wrong, everything's ok. But after I stop for a few days the symptoms are back!

    It gets better though eventually. I think it was half a year in when the withdrawal symptoms started lessening. But I have been addicted to PMO since I was 7 years old, so I've been pretty messed up for most of my life.

    Sometimes withdrawal symptoms happen immediately when ceasing the addiction, sometimes it happens after a few weeks, or even a few months. I had a streak before with no withdrawals happening until a month. Most of the time withdrawals for me happen immediately, especially if I've had continuous relapses binges in a short period of time.
     
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  9. Sahdude7201

    Sahdude7201 Fapstronaut

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    Damn, that's quite the childhood. Not many girls begin watching porn till a late age and a lot don't watch at all. That's so shitty that you get those symptoms simply from abstaining from it.
     
  10. oneaffidavit

    oneaffidavit Fapstronaut

    Day 6 has come to an end. I strongly believe that exercising/walking helped me to blow off steam and helped me to fall asleep easily at night. I highly recommend you guys to hit gym or walk at least for an hour.

    My restlessness and anxiety are gone after starting walking/exercise.

    My feelings on crush reached a peak for the last couple of days. Although, intensity of that has reduced like 30% today but I am unable to forget her. I hope this changes soon.
     
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  11. MarinoBigFan1984

    MarinoBigFan1984 Fapstronaut

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    You are feeling real emotions and are in a flatline. All perfectly normal and part of the process.
     
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  12. Anurag12

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    Don't worry about withdrawals, I had all of those horrible symptoms that I wanted to commit suicide but I have done this.
    I cried, depressed and hopeless and now each day getting better than before.
    Its just a start for uhh, u will face even more worse time but remember those feelings r temporary.
    All d best
     
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