Reboot and Rejection

I'm not sure if this is the right section for this but...

I'm on my 9th day no pmo. Over the weekend, Easter Sunday, I met a beautiful girl at church. I got her number before we left. She sounded so interested in me or so I thought.

Anyways, Monday I text her and get no response back. So I leave it alone. Then Saturday (today) comes along and I decide to give her a call in a last attempt effort. She picks up and says she is busy with her parents but says she'll call me back. She hasn't called back.

I don't know if it's the rebooting process but I feel so damn anxious now. I mean I'm so sore from going hard in the gym I feel completely unmotivated trying to forget her.

I can handle rejection normally but this time I'm so extremely anxious, hurt, and just want to get smoke some weed and turn to pmo. But I can't and I won't. Its part of the withdrawal symptoms...just needed to vent

 

Thanks for the encouragement! I woke up this morning feeling so much better. 10 days in and haven't giving in.

 

11 days in today. I do not feel sad or anxious anymore. I do however feel extremely tired today. Like Im at work just ready to fall asleep.