Eyes on the Prize!

Okay, so I've been seeing NoFap, I've come here a couple of times anonymously but I just feel compelled to join today after a relapse. ... But seriously, I need to be accountable. That's why Im here... Hopefully this will help... And I'll be able to share my success story. Operation Quitting matsturbation is a go!... Day one of my rebooting!!! Yay me!

 

Thanks guys!

 

Day two.... Didn't feel any urge today... Probably because my mind was set on getting better at driving... I almost hit a parked car by the way... Ive figured out that the things we pay attention to is what we ultimately desire. You might not know you're paying attention to it until it shows up in your face... So I've decided to cast out evil thoughts once they creep into my mind... That's where it all begins... Day 3 is a go!

 

Day 3!... The day went well... Had little urges due to weird thoughts popping into my head but I was able to toss them out as soon as they came... Luckily I was having a cold shower... (heard that helps) so I focused on something else... The cold feeling, then I tried to imagine myself swimming... (I should do that sometime)... By the time my fantasy ended, I didn't feel any urge or thoughts...
The rest of the day was pretty cool, went to see a course mate. Interacting with good people also helps in taking your mind off wrong things, I've found.
Hoping for a better tomorrow!... Day 4, here I come!

 

Haven't posted here in a while... So I'm on my 5th day of rebooting... I can feel the urges getting stronger by the day, but I'm going all the way!... I'm a winner!... Day 6 here I come!.... By the way... I've made some major improvements on my driving... I cab almost turn a sharp corner with one eye closed... Heh!...