[7-CHALLENGE] THE SEVEN DAYS CHALLENGE !

Day 3 complete. My addiction wanted to win today when I had some free time before work so I grabbed the guitar and practiced some Faceless riffs.

I can already tell that I'll be a much happier, social person if I stick with this. I had a long conversation with a coworker about past relationships and drug addiction, amongst other things, for maybe 30 minutes in the car when she dropped me off at my house, and it made me really happy. It's just something knowing that theirs been times in my active addiction where I couldnt even be comfortable talking about some real shit like that in a platonic way because I'd be in my head about some sexual shit.

 

Back to zero

 

@2525

I completed the challenge.

 

Day 4/7, halfway there

 

Day 1

 

Day4

 

Day 7 ... challenge accomplished ...you little ripper !.. onwards and upwards .. @2525

 

Day 0

 

Well
really want masturbation, but I still control it and prove my self-discipline.
Never forget my goal
get back healthy sexual
Facing Day 7, a hard one

 

Day 0 / 7

 

so yesterday, I opened a nude site, and immediately closed it and went to do my homework. I did it to test myself but it was risky.
I am proud of myself, this week i slept so good because i stop to day beat my meat before sleep.
I really feel healthier, physically and mentally.
keep on the good work and the positive vibes !.
love you all.
day 7\7, challenge complete @2525

 

Day 0

I relapsed now after 113 days.

 

2/7 I've decided to weave this "hard mode" No PMO challenge (adhering to all the stated guidelines including no edging or O from any source) into my program.

 

Day 1

 

On day 4. Got laid yesterday afternoon, i need to be vigilant on that chaser effect, last time it got me, won’t get me this time

 

Day 2

 

Day 2

 

2/7.

 

day 4 of 7 complete gonna complete day 5 in another 4 hours

 

Relapse.. I will remember this post as a "5 second after relapse" feeling of shame worthless, guilt, total letdown and anger in my mind. I pray to God that this post will be a corner stone toward my second's 90 days+.

Start Again, Day 0/7.
May God have mercy on me..