Hopeful, doubtful

Starting on Sunday (I like to start things at the beginning of a week) I am beginning No
Fap, first with a seven day challenge, and then hopefully to keep it up from there. This will not be the first time that I have attempted to get on top of my PMO problems. I have even been a leader of support groups that were successful, but in the last years relapsed. At the present time I am between jobs and with too much time on my hands, pretty much lost discipline. I've been masturbating like crazy lately, with porn, and gotten sick of myself, so I have to start NoFap and really work at it, although past failures have made me skeptical. Just the same, there are challenges ahead, and I have to accept them because I don't want to live my life as a compulsive masturbator with the shame, isolation, and despair that comes with the condition.