[30-CHALLENGE] THE THIRTY DAYS CHALLENGE !

Day 0. Had a pretty foreseeable reset on day 20 and I let it turn into a pretty big relapse. I want to make sure I stop the bleeding tomorrow and get back on track. It was good in that it caused me to look at some of the finer details involved with no PMO. I feel like I'm in a more responsible place having done so. Now to get back on track here. Gotta start somewhere, and day 1 sounds like the place. See you all tomorrow.

 

Day 2/30

 

Day 0 started.

 

8/30

 

Day 3

I am doing well, only a bit scared. Mostly I relapse after a week. But I really want to reach my goal this time. That's why I chose to join this challenge

 

Day7

 

Day 0

 

Day 14/90. Two weeks!

 

DAY 4 mon
Doing well. Have more energy to take on this week and get closer to my goals. Tomorrow is a new month and I'm glad I didn't use the excuse: 'You can start this challenge properly at the start of next month' and have a last hurrah type scenario. Fighting this monologue in my head is a good sign of progress

Excited to see how I do in May!

 

0/30. Relapsed after 8 days, but I'm not beating myself up whatsoever bcs it's an achievement for me. I haven't reached 7 days mark for months. Gotta reach this 30 days. Let's go!

 

Day 2

 

relapsed.
day 0.
blew a 14 day streak.
damnit !

 

Day 1 done

 

Day 4
Hard Mode reset. Today I MO'ed. But still: 18 days p-free. New hard mode streak starting now

 

second day!

 

8/30

 

Day 6.

 

The 24th day of this contest has passed. I have an exagerate need in the last couple of days to think/watch in the porn area, or to masturbate. I am abstaing from porn and masturbation for 74 days, but lately it seems to be harder.
But I am watching in the mirror at the new, better, improved me and I find the arguments to continue my journey.

 

Day 4/30 Done

 

Day 3 "In this world you will have trouble. But take heart! I have overcome the world"