[90-CHALLENGE] THE NINETY DAYS CHALLENGE !

Starting day 42 of 90 hard mode...

The halfway point is in sight!

 

Day 42 (Season III)

Doing good, want to improve my life at all levels, care way more about my time, am more direct to people, less fear.

Become the Alpha-Master-Allstar, haha

 

Day 28.

 

Day15

 

Thank u brother

 

Day 4. I had to restart but feeling positive!

 

Day-1 completed.

 

Day 0

 

43rd day. Same as yesterday.. very manageable.

 

Starting Day 44

 

Easy 3rd day...3/90

 

0/90

 

Day 9, I'm at a tenth!

 

Day 1 completed finally. At last, I think I am now tired to you know even mastrubate. I know where it leads, Shaking my "you know" and the sec I ejaculate a load, that sec, unbearable guilt weighs on me. I see my own semen lying there, in bathroom and I realize what a waste of time it is. My hands, trembling after I orgasm, seeing them makes me vulnerable. So finally I completed A day of no stain. And I wish to keep it that way forever.

 

Day 80. Note: Expectations lead to suffering.

 

I forgot to post for yesterday. Can anyone tell me if I need to start again?

 

Is it okay for a recovering alcoholic to look at and touch a big bottle of alcohol?If you think it is wrong,then you will see that edging is wrong too, because both will dramatically increase chances of relapsing.
Day 34/90 with no PM

 

Day 3/90 with no PMO. Going to keep strong and will eventually replace my time with better habits such as dieting, exercising, running, reading and meditating.

 

Day 1/90. I'm determined to break this pattern, let's do this!!

 

Day 2