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I relapsed

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by Cyrus, Nov 19, 2014.

  1. Nov 19, 2014 #1
    Cyrus

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    After 68 days of no PMO I relasped to erotica. It at first, was unintentional but it possessed my biggest trigger and I faught it and faught it even walking away but the sensitivity in my member was there and semi erection this giving in. I'm extremely upset but am trying to view the positives. Never in my life did I think I could have made it this far. Not only that, but although I was aroused by reading the erotica, it was the stimulation alone that felt amazing. I want the blunt truth though: how far will this set me back? Is all my progress these last 68 days now while not in vein, is it now wasted Bc I gave in? Please give it to me straight. Thank you and here's to making it to 90 days this time.
     
    Cyrus, Nov 19, 2014
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  2. Nov 19, 2014 #2
    KrmGrn

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    68 days is something to be proud of. It'll make this next run easier. Every day that you avoid it will make you stronger.
     
    KrmGrn, Nov 19, 2014
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  3. Nov 19, 2014 #3
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    hey man, don't be upset that's an amazing streak! i have only got that far once in my life so far.
     
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  4. Nov 19, 2014 #4
    imthatguy

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    that's ok guy, u achieved 68 days and that's a very good positive to take from it and probably the only thing that matters.
     
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  5. Nov 19, 2014 #5
    Awingman

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    I would like to add that 68 days is awesome. My longest ever was 21 days, you tripled my best. With that being said, I don't think you lost everything, your willpower and determination defiantly were strengthened, or you would have never made it that far. Keep up the fight, I just relapsed this morning, coming a 6 day streak.I know its not much compared to yours, but to me I was proud of it. Im looking at it as a positive. Im learning after each relapse what not to do. I think the key is to stay positive and not beat ourselves down. Good luck.
     
    Awingman, Nov 19, 2014
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  6. Nov 19, 2014 #6
    rizmatter

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    How could 1 day truely impact 68 that badly?

    Thats 1.47% bad work out of 98.53% amazing work.
     
    rizmatter, Nov 19, 2014
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  7. Nov 19, 2014 #7
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    was that 68 days hard mode with no release? if so any tips to get there and whats it like, did you see any changes at all?
     
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  8. Nov 19, 2014 #8
    Apollo Creed H

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    68 days is an achievement man!
     
    Apollo Creed H, Nov 19, 2014
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