Why is porn so interesting?

This is true. I find that the more I step away from porn and masturbation, the more at peace I feel on the inside. And at times emotions that were, I guess, masked by porn are surfacing. I want to break down and cry. I suppose it's just part of the healing process.

 

Yes, definitively. True for me. I'm on day 4, and today, suddenly that creepy feeling of being totally left alone came up. I almost broke down and cried. But I know that these are emotions from my childhood coming to surface. I know that I am an adult now. I know how to deal with it. Porn is not an option.

 

I think its just an escape from reality. There are reasons that we do. Its a habit we've formed over time and built upon it. Commitedtothepath that is an incredible way of looking at it like wow. I would say the majority of people here its true thats what it is. And lets face it it isn't easy but everyone wants it to be.

I wouldn't say though that porn made us numb but rather took us away from the larger picture and left us unaware. And now we look back and see what was really going on. Everything that has happened we let it happen porn helped us but didn't do it alone we let it happen. And now we can fix it and try again.

 

Thanks guys

 

right. with every day abstinence i can see things clearer. all the damage this addiction did. it was an escape. escape into a fake world. escape into fake feelings.

we have to face reality. no matter how hard this will be. every storm will pass.

porn caused an emotional chaos over all the years. a big chaos.

and we had two different faces. the pervert porn-face and the normalguy-face which we used in society. that was an extrem balancing act over years. always hiding.

without porn (and sex) i can see how slow and calm life is.


edit:
porn is not interesting. porn is horny. and we are very lusty guys. porn is an easy sex-substitute for us - but it is not fulfilling.