[90-CHALLENGE] THE NINETY DAYS CHALLENGE !

Can i participate?

 

72/90

 

relapsed again this is tough. starting again from day 1

 

Day 20/90 completed! I was almost masturbating last night, tried hard to control the urges.

 

27/90

 

Thanks for the support. The second week is the hardest to get through for me. After that it is just a matter of not getting bored.

 

68. I ate too much today

 

Day 0
This seems like an impossible thing for an addict like me ...
But I'll do it.. ISA

 

8 days

 

22/90 another (day) bites the dust

 

Day 1 (Season IV) after 61 Days of no P+M at all.

Masturbated in the middle of the night in a very foggy brain state.
I was waking up and already having the thing in my hands, no knowing how it got there.
Like last night I was slowly realizing what I am doing, but this time I didn't stop.
My brain was telling me some bullshit that this is not bad and at the moment I wasn't even realizing that this is masturbating. It was just something that I couldn't label in that state.
After releasing I woke up fully and now truly realized what I did.

Sometimes things like that happen, it's hard to avoid it, you have to be really good at controlling your subconscious.
Anyone has a tip to do that?

I'm only considering this a relapse cause I didn't do my recovery routines the way I planed.
Need to get really radical about doing everything what it takes to get to full 100 Days.
I will continue.

 

Day 33 ^_^

 

84/90 of no 'M'. 6 days left, friends.

 

So day 1 and 2 done. Starting day 3. Have been reading Noah B. E. Church's "Wack: Addicted to Internet Porn"; it's a great book and has been helpful in highlighting what has been going on in my head for so long...

 

Day 48.

 

1 week

 

i m up for this challange.... currently on day 1

 

Day 100. About 3 months ago, if somebody told me that I will go 100 days without M; I would have told them to fuck off. Everything about that mindset has changed, I changed, my life changed. NoFap forced me to find myself again, forced me to stay centered. And as I become closer to myself, truth became clearer. I do feel so strong, that I could go without PMO for my whole life.

If you are in a tight spot, don't quit. Everything you need to do is to change direction. Then, bliss will find you eventually.

 

Day35

 

Day 67 out of a hundred twenty for me and my wife. I feel blessed to know that people can make it on here and you are definitely an inspiration for me I still feel tempted and I don't want to I know we're doing the right thing even though sometimes my brain is telling me that we're not. Yesterday I got to listen to stories about three other women one of them my wife of their backgrounds the struggles that they've had with men the anger the frustration and the abuse that we have done to women. It was heartwarming, heart-wrenching yet I Grew From it and they all know that me and my wife are doing what we're doing I wanted to touch my wife last night and in an inappropriate way but we did not cuz that would cause me to get aroused and that's the wrong thing to do here my wife's got one hand and God's got the other and I am going to become the man that God intended meaning for come