[90-CHALLENGE] THE NINETY DAYS CHALLENGE !

Nice job! Keep up the good work

 

68th day. Morning wood, hopefully i've found the end of this persistent flatline - which is by no way just a physical thing but a massive emotional low too!..

 

Day40

 

Day 1/90.
Yesterday was easy, tough I smoked a bit more than normal, which made me think that i should pair a smoke reduction/cessation to the 90 days of no PMO.

 

Thanks Man!!

 

Day 5/90. I'll stay extra focused during the weekend, as it seems to be the most complicated to go through. Let's do this!!

 

Day 14 So I had a dream and a discharge last night, chaser effect is in full swing, it's been a challenging day but not planning on giving up!

 

Once again temptations got the better of me. 0/90

 

4/90 hola amanecí bien sigo en pué, a vencer el día de hoy

 

Day 7 done. Another family day for day 8 ☺

 

Day 2. This is my third attempt since January. I am finding there are weeks of victory and then really bad relapses. No more. I can't go on doing this. It is killing my soul, who I am. Its not worth it. Yet my mind seems to forget these things when I am tempted. Ahh no more.

 

Day 105.

 

18/30
18/90

 

Day 53.

 

No regret,try again and break your own record
STAY STRONG

 

Brother this is the hardest thing your going to face in your entire life cause in here ur competing against youself, you will see up and down(up as increased confidence,self believe
And down are so hard that they will make you cry for real)but you just stay STRONG until oneday the victory is yours

 

That's 2/90 done.I have had 2 failures since I joined this challenge on April 5th,and that is enough for me now.I have my blinkers on now and my blockers
Resetting your counter is a pain and so is the feeling of failing,but just remain true to yourself, continue to learn from these mishaps and adapt accordingly, and soon we can all have our names in the hall of fame.Good luck all!
Longest streak:58 days
If you have something worth fighting for,then fight for it.

 

Day 7/90

 

Day 21.

 

Day 6 (Season IV)

Checking in is the first commitment towards sobriety.

FANOS:
I'm feeling amazed and tired.
I love that I worked on business today.
I need to be more present.
I own my un-focused-ness and will be more structured.
I am sober and will stay.