[90-CHALLENGE] THE NINETY DAYS CHALLENGE !

Day 4 of 90, yesterday was tough on me, weekends can suddenly hit you in the head with realizing you have so much time to yourself and that literally put me at war with my cravings....weekdays are easier because of work but carefully and doggedly, I stuck to my willpower. Eyes on the prize boy.....keep your head up and clean.

 

Well done with willpower

 

Relapse again... Resetting my counter to zero... Feel like I am never going to be free of this...

 

90/90! Challenge of 3 months without 'M' finished. Now focusing on eliminating 'P'. @2525, please add Lupus to the hall of fame!

 

Day 7 (Season VI)

This night, I think, I had a wet dream.
I can't fully remember what happened, but I think I actually stroked my penis during the night.

Every idea of how to prevent this is welcome.
I already tried using two pants at night, but not even that worked, haha.

I suppose it's okay to have wet-dreams cause they are very hard to control. I think it's cause I have a huge sex drive and don't ejaculate in any other manner.

FANOS:
I'm feeling good, calm, relaxed.
I love that I was talking to lots of girls yesterday.
I need to be present all the time.
I own my insecurities. Will have more clear intentions and plans.
I am sober and will stay cause that's the best thing to do.

 

Day 0/90

 

69th day. Brain is rewiring, not interested or excited by P anymore. Morning wood but libido still lacking. A transitioning phase at the moment.

 

Day 54.

 

Day41

 

Bro .. the heck with what we feel .. you wanna be free you be free.. relapse a 100 times but bever stop fighting .. you might make at at 101 .. you're free as long as you're fighting .. you're a prisoner as long as you give up .. stay positive

 

Thank you.

 

Day 7.

 

Day 15/90! 1/6th of the way there!

 

Day 106.

 

I have finished day 3/90. I had a great weekend with my family.
Longest streak:58 days
If you have something worth fighting for,then fight for it.

 

Day 73 glory to God and how everything will be when are marriages restored and as far as porn is no more masturbation is no more I'm just having an orgasm and intimate sex with my wife is all I ever want when she's ready and God's ready I will join

 

19/30
19/90

 

Day 39 of 90

 

restart 2day

 

Day 3