Male\ 20 \ I want to get my Life back

Hey guys!

I'm 20 years old and I'm currently in University. I have so much time on my hands and you know what I do? I M and P everyday... now I can't do that anymore because my adrenal glands are shut. I wrecked my body. After MPO, I feel so tired and I regret the fact that I did it! But its always the moment before the P that I tell myself "I can look at these pictures and it will be fine, I have self control".....

I said that since I was 11 years old. And I've been M'ing ever since.

I came to a conclusion that this will take me YEARS to get over and this is so hard! So hard guys... And I hope all of you can get over your no faps guys. Even my cognitive ability is getting impaired because I get so tired...

All because of my addiction.

I have an addiction and I plan to stop. Much love all.

 

"shut" meaning that my adrenal glands do not produce cortisol as much anymore. I'm going through treatment at a Naturopath because all of my doctors dismissed my Chronic Fatigue as just some phase. Cortisol is in charge of hormone balances and stress balance. More Cortisol = More stress hormones to cope with University, and the addiction of PMO. Thank you for all your supportive comments! It really warms my heart. I will take it one day at a time!

 

Thank you IGY! Cheers!