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Success or maybe not yet ?

Discussion in 'Success Stories' started by Maкето, Jun 4, 2018.

  1. Maкето

    Maкето Fapstronaut

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    Almost 16 yo male here, you might know me, first of all, I wanna apologize to everyone I have contacted, it is not to cause spam but my anxiety made me do so ! Sorry again.

    Now the important part. I am currently on day 79 of my reboot. I have freaked out couple of months ago when I discovered about PIED, dunno if I had/have it but still decided to give up porn forever and start the reboot. The biggest benefit I have noticed is that my will has never been stronger and I have control over myself .

    There have been flatlines but this cannot be denied. I have become more interested in real girls than before and their bodies seem more attractive to me, even girls that I would say weren't attractive at all now seem to appeal at least a bit to me. Also, I am able to get almost rock hard by fantasizing , NOT PORN RELATED AT ALL, almost every time. Sometimes I guess my junk is more tired than me :) . Today it was the second time this happened since I have started the reboot. I was sitting in the bus and one girl was standing in front of me, wearing shorts. Again, nothing that interesting, just a girl, normal one. Not a model or sth like that. I, like every teenage guy you can imagine, just started looking at her ass and after a while I got erected ! It wasn't the 100% erection but I would rate it 7/10, it could start "the show", if you know what I mean .
    After all being said, I don't know if I have made some progress but still I assume that even if I had PIED, which now I really doubt, it has disappeared (or not fully yet). I am absolutely delighted by how far I have gone and I am not even close to done ! I will make it to 120 days, believe me!
    Please, share what do you think guys. Have things finally fixed themselves or at least begun to ? Maybe I didn't have a problem but I am now thankful to these anxious thoughts because they were the reason I stopped this self-destroying habit. If a 16 years old teenager can do it, everyone can !
     
  2. PMO addict

    PMO addict Fapstronaut

    Hi Maketo! (sorry I don't know how to make the K you made)

    I think its amazing that you got about 3 months now without using PMO. At 15 or 16 I was definitely not that conscious. I was using PMO at least a few times a week, maybe every day, and I had no awareness of any of this stuff. It sounds like you are becoming attracted to females physically which is definitely something to be happy about. Since you're in school you've got lots of females all around you and they are bound to be attracted to you sooner or later. Try to play it cool and let them come to you because its easy to make one false move in high school and develop a reputation. Believe me, I did it! I think I approached too many females in an awkward way and after that no one got interested in me because everyone there probably gossips. I'm 28 now and I wish I could be in high school again with these NoFap attraction powers. So enjoy it and keep staying clean :)
     
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  3. Maкето

    Maкето Fapstronaut

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    Thx all for the answers, really appreciate them . Do you think that i am fine now and can relax a bit or i should go deeper and enter monk mode? I think i dont have any ED now for sure, thats what i think
     
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  4. PMO addict

    PMO addict Fapstronaut

    By "relax a bit now" do you mean go back to PMO? Well, you might lose control of yourself. If you had an addiction the last day you used PMO then it means you still have an addiction today. And if you re-activate it, you will lose control of the behavior. So, I would say your best bet is to stay on the monk mode, but just be present at school and in your life, and watch how you make new connections with people. Recovery is about connection. Eventually you will attract a GF but you don't have to make it all about that. It will come to you. So I would say just keep moving forward. If you think PMO would be good for you, then you could "do more research" but if you read the relapse/reset section you'll see that most people end up regretting it, even when they thought they wanted to do PMO one time. Or they end up on a binge due to losing control. So I'd say keep moving forward and don't go back to PMO :)
     
  5. Maкето

    Maкето Fapstronaut

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    No, by relax a bit now, I mean I could forget all the anxious thoughts that I have PIED or some shit like that. Therefore I asked you , guys, if you think that I am okay, I mean don't have some problem judging by what I have provided in this post. PMO is and wont ever be an option for me ! I regret every time I have done it and I wont do it ever again, that is the promise I have made to myself and I will keep it, no matter how depressed or down I might feel !
     
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  6. PMO addict

    PMO addict Fapstronaut

    Oh! Well in that case by relax then yeah, definitely try to relax and let go of the anxiety. I read a lot of people on here with anxiety over their reproductive system's functionality and it's interesting because I don't have any anxiety about my stuff. I never doubt it or try to check if it still works. it has responses to certain thoughts or situations and I think it's doing what its meant to do. maybe there are some affirmations for this that you could use to help re-structure your thinking.

    https://www.freeaffirmations.org/impotence-cure-positive-affirmations

    This way when your mind goes to the negative thoughts, you could do the affirmations instead. Sometimes if you're worried about something its good to address it but other times the worry is misplaced and for those times affirmations help.
     

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