Maybe Monk Mode Is Better

So it's been over a month now with no PMO and tonight I went to the gym very late. My wife said she was going to wait up for me for a kiss and some cuddling
Well she uses that word for sex and just holding each other so I have t ok guess. She usually wears full pajamas to bed, but she came in wearing a T shirt and underwear and wrapped her legs around me. After awhile she asked if this kind of cuddling made it harder for me to not PMO. WELL FUCK YES IT DOES. WHAT WAS SHE THINKING!
Ok, maybe after some more time that kind of intimate contact might be ok as I'm sure normal people probably can do this.
We need an alternate word for sex. This is how PMO fucked up my life and led to everything being awkward.
Now I have to keep my mind off of it till I can sleep. I wish P had never been invented.

 

I'm an old fart and just keep poking around till I find it. If I do I will put the info or link in.

 

Ok, here you go. From the home page click the horizontal search bars and then click info. Read on from there. Best of luck to you. It sound like life is hard right now. It does get better. When my second wife left I thought I would die without her and the truth was I had much better times ahead with number 3. If I don't beat this addiction, I'm going to be in the same boat as you. It's touch and go now since I admitted I was a PMO addict. That was over a month ago and lots of ups and downs. So hang in there. There is something better on the horizon.

 

Oh, and then click on "Porn Addiction Basics".

 

What she wears as far as looking goes is not the problem. Intimate snuggling with bare legs wrapped around me, is more than I can stand right now. Our compromise is she will make it clear when she wants to just snuggle and we will both be fully clothed in some way so as not to over excite during this time. With time I think we should be able to lay naked together and it not always turn into intercourse.