[14-CHALLENGE] THE FOURTEEN DAYS CHALLENGE !

Day 6/14 done. Been a tough week for me but I've made it this far and don't intend on looking back

 

Day 7

Pretty quick week. Feeling some stable momentum, glad to be in the second half and on to the 21!

 

Day 0 , again

 

0/14 . I looked at porn a bit yesterday but didn't jerk it. Not resetting my counter cuz i dont FEEL LIKE IT. maybe i will later. What got me? I broke my own rule - no laptop in bed and no browsing internet without clear intent.

 

Day 2/14, I promise to be PM-Free today

 

Day 0

 

Day 7

 

3/14. Today is day 4.

 

Day 4

 

14/14.

What a sense of accomplishment! Today was hard. My flatline is over and I was horny today. I would call it unhealthy horniness. Not a desire for intimacy and connection, but the urge to numb myself with PMO from the difficult feelings that are surfacing. But I stayed true.

Also, the headache has come back. It feels like:


Brain: “Just PMO and I'll make all the bad feelings go away."

Me: “LIES!!!! It will seem like they all went away for a second and come back stronger; and won't have really gone anywhere. Those feelings will still be there, I'll just be temporarily numb to them. And numb to the joy in my life as well.”

Brain: “We can PMO for ever and never feel any of the pain.”

Me: “LIES!!! The pain is always there. Even the numbness seems painful now that I know what's waiting on the other side of the hard work. SHUT UP AND LEAVE ME ALONE!”

Brain: "Fine! Here's a headache for you, fuck you!"

Me: “FUCK YOU TOO!!! LEARN TO DEAL WITH IT!!!!”

On to the 21-day challenge.

 

Hey
Ive just started today and this is the day 0

 

Day 11

 

Having difficulty completing the 21 day challange. I'll go back and complete this challange again first beforw going for the 21 one more time.

0/14

 

Day 2.5

 

Day 12 out of 14 is done. Looking to pass my longest streak and never look back.

 

Got a really big urges last night...

back to 0/14

 

Day 0

 

14/14!! Feeling really good. Life is good right now

 

Day 1/14 feeling great today!! I just want to be the best version of myself!! Let’s go brothers!

 

6/14 days