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Guess I'm not on hard mode anymore.

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by I'm Done-No More, Dec 5, 2014.

  1. I'm Done-No More

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    So I fapped last night...first time in 15 days...but I did it without watching porn, which is a first time in a long time. Seems I had porn-induced ED...don't know if I'd call this a slip in need of a reset, but it was nice just to able to use my imagination again...although I was fantisizing about my ex-wife, not my current...who won't have sex with me...so that's another problem right there....yeesh, the things people post on here, lol...anywho, as I lay here, was tempted to watch porn, but I said no, I'm gonna post something instead...and it's seemed to have helped...thank you all for your support.
     
  2. RegainingStrenght

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  3. CL555

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    Well done on resisting porn. Whenever I relapse, I usually fap without porn, then afterwards I say 'fuck it, damage is already done' and then I proceed to PMO binge for a day or two. Keep it up! Even if you did fap without porn, you're still winning!
     
  4. Phibz

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    What do we fear the most? For me...giving this up completely. Which is the reason I need to do this. To conquer this fear, I will have to feel and accept the pain. To get beyond this is to grow into something else.
     
  5. I'm Done-No More

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    Thanks kindly...y'all's encouragement means a lot...btw, at the end of my 90 days without porn it will be my birthday! ...if I can just make it till then, that would be a sweet present to myself.
     
    Last edited: Dec 5, 2014

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