A problematic camsite addiction...

I have been using a well known camsite for around 7 years and have spent thousands of pounds on girls over this time. The strain this has had on my life has only came to the surface over the past 6 months when I had what could only be described as a nervous breakdown.

As well as having a major impact on my finances, it has led me to lead a secret life from my partner and I have failed to resist the camsite urge even after coming clean to her about my financial problems and porn addiction.

I am facing the prospect now of hitting the bottom. I've been diagnosed with depression, struggling to cope with my work and risk losing my relationship. I am using my last efforts to come clean and help others to fight this awful addiction in the hope that some advice will help me.

 

Thanks for your reply.

Most of the time I think it is boredom and bad habit. I have made 'friends' there and when I have nothing else to do all I can think to do is go there, often in place of things I should be doing more urgently. If I am alone I go there (without fail) first thing in the morning and can stay for several hours (if I'm not at work it can be all day).

It's a habit I've tried to crack so many times but I keep getting drawn back. The sensation of seeing a different girl on a webcam is too much to resist for me and it's why I'm here.

 

I've just joined the gym in the hope that this will work, thanks for the advice!