Reboot For Success

Hello Guys. I am 20 yo from Greece. I am studying computer engineering and my school is very difficult. So I need concentration focus and awareness to manage to accomplish my goals .
I have never had a relationship. I am still virgin .I had so many chances to have a girl but I was blinded by the porn. I am not the type of the guy that all the girls are dreaming for but I have a nice appearance and I am good on talking and very social skilled . But somehow when it comes to women , they want me as a friend or somehow at the end something doesn't go well.
I have battled fap with succes too many times and my longest streak is 62 days. These no -fap periods I experience lot of focus, energy and a lot of girls had show me attention .
Although I am addicted to porn and this time I want to start again for a better life .
My goal for this journey is to hit 2 and more months (80 days) . I want to bring back focus , vital energy , concentration and find finally a girlfriend.

 

Day 1:
Easy one . No urges . I am full motivated . Lets jump to number 2.

 

That's why I want to quit the pmo life. Thanks bro!!

 

Day 2 :
Got some urges . I gone to the gym to keep them away. Cold shower help too. Going easily to number 3.

 

Day 3:
Great day without urges. As I returned to my home (mom's house) I feel very lonely because I dont have relationships with my old friends. I want to turn back to my study house where I have a lot of friends and opportunities with girls. Have to wait 1.5 months though ☹.

 

Thank you bro!!

 

Day 4 :
Another great day. Doing a lot of things in the duration of the day helps me a lot to stay away from bad thoughts . For example go for running , going out for coffe , bicycle...Life without porn and keeped sexual energy is tottaly worth it guys. The benefits of course are not there yet. But I can feel that i am prison breaking from my own self. Hope you're good!!!

 

Thank you bro for the support!!

 

Day 5 :
The trip is getting better day after day. The secret is to keep away the thoughts before the thoughts manage to control you. Today was a boring day. These days (the boring ones) are the most dangerous. Have to be creative. So lets go for number 6. Thank all of you who support me.

 

Thanks for the support!!!

 

Day 6:
Had a big headache today , of course not related to my free pmo trip. All going good. Do you guys believe in the bad energy? I mean when someone is very jealous on you and he can transfer bad energy to you and then you have headaches , no good mood etc..Here in my country is very popular and they call it "He got eyed" . Tell me your opinion please. Let's go for number 7 ( a week).Thanks for the support!

 

Day 7:
Here we go! Free for a week. Keep moving forward is the only option. Have a nice day guys!

 

Day 8:
Had a wet dream. It's still countable though. Keep going.