LAST MEN STANDING FOREVER CHALLENGE daily check in

Checking in.

 

It is a big deal. I know how hard it can be to even get a few days sometimes. Congratulations!

 

Day 28. Hope everyone is doing great.

Getting motivated since each day is another closer to my reboot.
I'm spending some time on PUA forums and videos just to rebuild my confidence and for something to look forward to when I'm cured. Loneliness has been the worst part of my journey but I keep reminding myself that I was using porn just to mask my loneliness before. It's nice to crave a real relationship and a woman that I can just hold and talk to.

 

Sorry to report that I have relapsed on Day 8 <-- the longest I have gone in months.

So sorry to everyone. I have let you down. And I let myself down.

@Foxislander
Please cross my name off. Also, if I keep posting on this thread...if I make it past 8 days, can you return my name to normal? If not I understand. So sorry again.

 

checking-in

 

44 days
It was a tough day. I fell asleep very late last night. My parents want to get money from me again. This has happened many times. It makes me feel bad. But for a long time, I couldn't explain it for a moment.
Today, there are many ideas to see pornography, but it has not been put into action.
No matter what happens, I don't need to bury my head in pornography.
Bless myself and bless all of you

 

Day 2 check-in

 

Day 29 and one more to go to hit my first 30 day streak. The past few days have been getting easier as I'm keeping myself busy with work and friends.

 

Day 103. Yesterday was really rough, almost didn't make it but I pushed through. It was a battle- a victory.

 

Checking in. One week...

 

Day 3 check-in.

 

45 days
Today is a breakthrough. I have finished a major event. I feel no longer afraid when facing others. My social fear is relieved. This has brought me the determination to keep me going on this road.
The two sons have caught a cold. I have to take good care of them.
Bless you all

 

Day 1. I'm still very sad about my last relapse. But if I can make it that far, then I can make it forever. Keep going.

 

Check-in, day 313 of 365.

 

110th and 111th day. All very good.

 

Checking in. 10 days

 

Checking in 8 days.

 

I watched P this morning. FoxIslander, your call- im out right?

I'm sorry and i wish i didn't do it. Somehow managed to not M, but the battle was lost