I am feeling homosexual feelings even though I'm sure I am straight.

The primary issue here is your confusion over your sexual preferences. If you think porn could be the reason for this, stop watching porn for a time and see if your preference for women becomes dominant over your preference for men.

If nothing changes, accept who you are and if you can't do that, maybe seek professional advice from your doctor.

Some people will tell you it's okay to be attracted to people of the same sex, others will disagree with it. As this is your life, go with what fulfils you the most and try not to second guess yourself based on the opinions of others.

 

Don’t sweat it most of us have had this thoughts I promise you if you make commitment to stay away from porn all those thoughts go away or lessen I’ve been rebooting for almost a yr and a half now and it’s like my body always feels fuzzy or is giving me alert that there are attractive women in the vicinity I can’t really explain it but I feel my libido and sex drive coming back sometimes I have to make a conscious effort not to be distracted while at the gym lol I’m still rediscovering my sexuality and how to express it in a healthy way but I thank God for how far I came and continue to pray for strength to keep going porn fucks with your soul

 

Quick question. Do u eat healthy?

 

Tbh watching porn 3 times per day is really high. I can't even remember last time I watched porn. Probably 2 or 3 years ago. For you, 3 times daily might not seem high but for me it is. I think that you should completely rewire your brain by going porn free for at least 90 days or more (some people need less some others need more, your body and mind will tell you) and no PMO as well. Keep track of the days. Your body will naturally take care of your sex drive by making you have wet dreams and orgasms during night sleep. So dont masturbate. Masturbation and porn have been showed to change the wires of the brain so you gotta get rid of this shit if you want to come back to normal. If you feel any urges to masturbate or watch porn my tips are to make yourself busy, don't stay alone and join groups of friends, exercise, take really cold showers go out for a walk and the urge will go away. Keep your body and mind busy with something else basically.
Finally I apologised for any English mistakes but English is not my first language. If there is anything I didn't translate well feel free to ask me and I'll try to explain it again.

 

That's a succinct journal entry and one that applies to me too. Some men don't want to say they're bisexual because that (in their minds) implies a particular lifestyle that they don't want to engage in. How we act is a choice, in my humble opinion, while being bisexual or not is a statement of fact.

 

I feel similar feelings at times. I'm married and love my wife, but I think that a steady diet of adult content can actually create a deep subconscious link in our minds. Think about it. It real life intimate relationships, you really only see your partner. In videos, you see both partners in their full natural glory. Everything. In exquisite detail. For me I started linking gratification to either set of reproductive organs. Call it an imprint. You actually link pleasure to both. I definitely identify as hetero, but at your age a certain amount of fluidity can be expected gender wise. Especially under the influence of hardcore adult content. So while I can turned on by the male actors parts, because of near constant reinforcement, I would really never have real relationship with a male. I hope that's clear? I mean being bi or gay is ok if that's who you are. I've considered myself bi curious for years and years. Because in my heart of hearts I know it's because of the porn.

 

Well said. I agree

 

You might be bi, or you might not. Do some research on HOCD. PMO can cause straight people to start to wonder if they are gay, and gay people to start to wonder if they are straight. Reboot, and you will slowly return to your natural sexuality, whatever it is. Good luck!