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Lonliness slowly killing me

Discussion in 'Loneliness' started by Alijay, Jul 25, 2018.

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  1. Alijay

    Alijay Fapstronaut

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    Last night I almost used an escort but PMOed instead.

    I saw many escorts in the last 7 years. It is like living in the dark and having a fake life. No matter how attractive the girl is, I always felt nothing and lonely the following day.
    I came to realize that it was loneliness and lack of self-esteem that was driving me to them more than the lust itself. With most of them I couldn't even finish.

    It was a progress in the last six months, I even had good streaks avoiding PMO, eventhough it is a struggle.
    Last night was different. I was minutes away from visiting an escort. As soon as I set up a time to meet her, the old dark feeling loomed around me and I felt NOTHING again. I PMOed to relive the pressure. AM I EVER GOING TO OVERCOME THIS?

    I would need your prayers to win this internal battle.
    Thank you
     
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  2. Lawolf

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    Hi mate , sorry to hear that. I think that you should not look at the streak, just focus on today! make today your goal, and its will be more easy!
    You are not different from anyone, and because of that you are going to succeed. If you feel alone fell free to message me :)
     
  3. Alijay

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    Thank you
     
  4. I’m praying for you man. I’m not very religious but I’ll pray for you... cos I feel the exact same as you. I’m still a virgin and want a girlfriend so badly. I’ve been really close to using an escort
     
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  5. Alijay

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    Tha
    Thank you. I tell you, using escorts is not worth it. It can be an addiction in itself which is much more dangerous than porn. Best of luck.
     
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  6. u376

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    I can relate so much to this line
     
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