LAST MEN STANDING FOREVER CHALLENGE daily check in

good morning everyone, bad night got a long kiss from my wife and that's it. anticlimactic is the operating word. day well my counter does that for me so really its not needed. family trauma update our son did not come home last night. the prodigal addict is playing the field again not following a commitment process. understand this my commitment to process was through gods love was supposed to be inversely proportional. i based my hope in that kinda twisted maybe, so it appears abstinence contract continues onward, maybe i have just reached a milestone marker "sexless marriage" defined is sex less than 10 times a year, currently we are there god please reach your mighty hand down here like you promised and heal us all, rebuke the devil in Jesus name and it happens. so why is this evil still present? the prayers were answered by for all intensive purposes our son "commited"now relapsing after 2 days home. he left at 1730 yesterday, its 645 am Sunday. Please pray for us God bless

 

Day what the counter says below......51 until 180. Internally high as a kite charged up. Coasting along on an electric slide......booyah catch me if you can

 

Stay with it it will change you
God bless you everyone

 

Day 130 never thought I'd be able to say that. I'm going to talk to my wife this morning about some possibility but making this more comfortable about being uncomfortable other words try to make it fun? So how would you make it fun without making it like tease and denial? It looks like you're having a hard time with that thing? It appears it's getting a quite a workout this morning? Can I hang my shirt on that? Would it be okay if I hung my panties on that? Don't aim that thing at me it looks angry LOL Anyway got up this morning it pointed its way to the coffee maker and here we are crazy thoughts. So I wonder is there any real science behind semen retention? I don't know the biblical side of it I don't even know if it's proper to ask anyway morning check-in complete God bless you all
I guess the real fun is in not knowing right?

 

I talked to my wife this morning and she acknowledged. She's going to start counting every day with me you give me some encouragement and keep me going it's good to have that from a real person especially the person that you love and the person that loves you. Something to look forward to for every day is different but knowing that you have something to look forward to every time the sun comes up hearing my wife voice say day 131, 132 133 134 135 136 137 138 139 140 141 142 143
144 145 146 147 148 149 150,
Yeah they're just numbers but don't forget those are all brand new days to start new adventures I admitted to my wife yesterday physically I'm the dominant one mentally my wife is the dominant one her brain is much more balanced than mine so I have to defer that. That's not a way of admitting defeat that's a man realizing that compromise is a huge part of of being in a marriage. God bless everyone

 

Thanks this entire program continues to be my inspiration, let's recruit others to come here pass on your abilities to empower others!! Let's reach 100 guys towards 100 days!!! I will post and enlist more also!! Inspiration is from 99% perspiration Thomas Edison....God blues and thanks to everyone's efforts

 

I just want to say I am so proud to be a part of this community so far too proud to have initiated this group having a real sense of direction on where my life is going things are not going so well for my son we had to kick him out of the house again my wife's having a really tough time at it but it was a necessary thing to do we did it together. For me to even think about having something like sex during the trauma that she had to face today is beyond comprehension tonight I will hold my hands in prayer for my wife to find peace. It's my job to protect her, help her through her her pain. I will make her the number one in my life after God I hope everyone had a great day I know that tomorrow will be better than today God bless you all