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I watched porn last night.

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by CrossGlow, Dec 17, 2014.

  1. CrossGlow

    CrossGlow Fapstronaut

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    This is my confession. I watched and gawked until I eventually got bored/flacid. It turned me on so much even though that sort of stuff would disgust me in real life. I didn't MO (I swore to myself I wouldn't,) but I still feel bad about it. It was a moment of weakness.

    My anxiety leads to obsessive thoughts sometimes and being stressed out and horny doesn't help at all. I'm not asking for advice; I just want to know that somebody read this.
     
  2. Third_Prototype

    Third_Prototype Fapstronaut

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    All I can say is: I know that feel bro. In the past I too have watched porn that was very arousing within the confines of fantasy land but would probably disgust me where it ever made reality.

    Take solace in the fact that you resisted the urge to MO even in the face of P and try not to let it happen again.
     
  3. CrossGlow

    CrossGlow Fapstronaut

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    Thanks Third_Prototype. That means a lot to me.
     
  4. Move_Along1991

    Move_Along1991 Fapstronaut

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    Just don't let it happen again, and we all fall into that pit every once and a while. I've been feeling like i just need to release too, you know? Which is why I'm waiting for a wet dream to happen. I feel like I'm on the verge of exploding, but you have this. Stray away because if you continue to watch, the rush and adrenaline will probably get to you next time. Good job not MOing though. God bless you all.
     

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