Feeling alone and left

This is a really nice summer, sun, warm, but I feel alone, I don't have no one to go out with, yes, I have friends, but they prefer sitting in their country sides, or sitting in homes playing those damn computer games, they never go out till there is a plan :

• Where are we going
• What are we doing
• Are we going with cars or walking, if walking ,then no.
• Will it be fun

I dunno, I am bored of those passive "friends", I want to go out, I don't care where to or what I will be doing, I want it all be spontaneous,other people my age just get in their cars, they don't care where they will be going, they just go and do it, I want to enjoy life not to sit in my home and listen to those questions above. I used to play computer games, but now, I don't know what changed, I don't enjoy them anymore when there is a huge world with so many opportunities. I go to gym, I go running just to feel the world outside. Lately I even started going to the shop which is in the other side of the town, just to enjoy this warm sun, look around what people are doing. This september I am going to the college, it is in the other city, I will meet new people and all, but still, I want to enjoy summer, freedom from studying while it is possible

 

I wish you to be strong also, life is a confusing creature and sometimes makes no sense, but we have to keep going forward. Probably it is better to wait that september, because I think for both of us, the best is yet to come, because life awards those people who wait for it.