finally going to try this

So I'm 39, divorced and have had a porn and masturbation problem since I can remember. The porn has gotten more extreme and worse over the last few months. I went home with a 21 year old woman from the bar the other night and couldn't perform at all, it was quite embarassing.. I am not happy, very just blah, nothing excites me anymore..
It's been over 24 hours, I'm aiming for a week and then I'm going to go for 30 days. Nothing gets me going other than porn, dont get morning wood or never have a random erection. I havent been able to receive a blow job and stay hard in years. I hope this is the answer

 

So I made it like 3 days without pmo. On second day without it again, feeling super depressed.