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Hocd from porn usage

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by D568, Dec 22, 2014.

  1. Dec 22, 2014 #1
    D568

    D568 New Fapstronaut

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    Hi everyone I am a 15 year old girl n I use to watch straight n lez porn like 2 months ago but a month ago I have started to have these weird thoughts and feelings everytime I see a pretty girl ..it's like it's not me doing the thinking because these thoughts disgust me and get on my nerves ..everytime I was to see a pretty girl my brain triggers some wierd thoughts like "oh she sexy" or "she got a nice body " and it really scares me to the point where I do even like going out anymore because I'm afraid these thoughts may trigger something that's unpleasant to me and I start getting all this anxiety and I wonder what if I really am bi and other questions pop up. Note that this never ever happened to me in my life I never had these weird thoughts and feelings it just randomly poped up in my head a month ago and I have been dealing with it every since then...I don't wanna be bi or gay not that I have nothing against homosexual I just don't wanna be like that personally ..and I have read other post and they say to give oxygen to these thoughts and I tried but it's so hard because I don't like these thoughts and feelings and I'm really scared I just want my life back and my self ..what should I do? Just give it time?
     
    D568, Dec 22, 2014
    D568, Dec 22, 2014
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  2. Dec 22, 2014 #2
    janu11

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    This is frighteningly similar to my experience. Although I know now I'm not gay or bi, it took me having a dick in my mouth to figure out, and I began to thanks to PMO addiction to stop thinking of people as people but as walking breasts, vaginas and penises. If you're bi or gay don't worry you'll find out eventually, you're 15, sexually speaking you have a long journey ahead. For now I'd advise you to cut back on the porn so as to have a healthier image of people.Finally, it's not wrong to think of girls or guys as hot and appreciate their body as long as that's not the only thing you think about them or that you're thinking about them in this way along with sexual contexts, so relax. Cheers!
     
    janu11, Dec 22, 2014
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