I'm fucking pissed off man someone help

So I have a 20 year old brother which he's 3 years older than me talking to his friends about how he fucked a girl In his car and it's fucking pissing me off man. Like honestly, he's talking about how it happened and shit. And I'm still a virgin and it's fuckin pissing me off Man. Like bro what the fuck is going on right now. Dude has a license and all and I don't got shit like literally I'm so far behind in everything. Also considering the fact I have balanitis cus I learned about sex at a late age and never cleaned my dick cause I never knew what a foreskin was lmao. Dude fuck is going on with my life right now please help somebody idk what my fucking problem is but I'm pissed cause My brother also never talks to me too cus he hates me. Fuck man. Idk what to do I just wanna bash his skull

 

I'm tryna focus on life and school but I hear the shit he says it's fucking annoying man ughhhhhh

 

Bro I was fucking listening to what he Said. Bro I couldn't hear clearly cause guests were over but I heard he said this to his friend "bro I wasn't saying sht and she was screaming. After we finished she started cryying and said you're too sweet I'm looking for someone sour."And we argued in the car" idk what else bro I might've forgot already but bro fuck this shit man. I don't wanna live in this house no more. I'm skinny af and he's like 200 PDS so I can't beat him up if I wanted too I'm a skinny dude and never work out. Btw he doesn't know that I heard him man. See bro this world is fucked up dude. I don't want this dude to live in the same house as me. Fuck this guy man. Bro u don't get how pissed I am bro. I've never got along with him and I never will and I'm glad I won't. So mad to the point where I'm pacing back and forth in my house bro. Like I'm not even kidding dude. I'd much rather live in the middle fucking east cus this type of shit doesn't happen man. I'm not even kidding dude that's how I feel rn.

 

Bro that's the point man. It's like a cage, I live with that bitch aka my brother. I can't escape it even if I wanted too cus he brings friends over and tries to talk about this shit man. Even if I go in the daytime to do some stuff I won't see him but his friends are always @Night so I can't really escape it bro. People are messaging me saying "don't hate ur brother" but he's always hated me so fuck him. I tried to talk to him b4 but he wants to be a dick. I will move on ofc but now that's another thing that'll keep me up at night and btw I don't smoke or drink cus I'm not a fag like him. I wish he was a better person dude, just in everything but nah I can't change that. Bro I hope something bad happens to him man. I seriously hate that guy man. I can't even put it in words.

 

Aye I appreciate you takin the time to talk to me man. It means a lot. Btw I'm not depressed dude I'm just fucking pissed as fuck. There's nothing to be sad about that prick. Ik I'm cursing my own blood brother but once again, fuck that guy.

 

Bro he's really a shitty fucking person man. My mom and dad don't even really like him and they do everything for him and he's ungrateful. I'm only 17 and I'm making good money doing stuff irl and I got a lot of knowledge dude, one day I want to fucking make stacks and he gets broke as fuck that he comes begging to me and I spit on his face. Just like he's been doing to me the past 17 years. Btw I only have like 3 friends or so I had more but I stopped hanging out with em cause they don't fit my persona man. They all smoke and shit so yeah dude. It just p1sses me off that his friends come and he talks about this shit with them. Like shut the fuck up fucking faggot you're pissing me off already man. I can hear it from my room even with doors and windows closed.

 

Yo can we take this to messages? If so, message me g. Lmao

 

Yeah I just messaged u. Check ur conversations

 

Ye I message you check ur conversations