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Wierd Things Porn Has Made You Do

Discussion in 'Porn Addiction' started by DarthLeamon, Aug 31, 2018.

  1. DarthLeamon

    DarthLeamon New Fapstronaut

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    What are some of the wierdest things porn addiction has made you do? For me I almost did a three way because of how lost my brain got. I'm not the type of guy who would ever rationally decide to do that!
     
  2. Never actually did anything like that but definitely had many thoughts and daydreams similar.
     
  3. Mostly wasting my time daydreaming about a girl. I would make myself believe that she was the end-all of girls and that she was some kind of goddess. Fuck
     
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  4. hardowner

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    I tried to massage my prostate, although I hate the feeling of anything in there. I just wanted to get a strong O again after desensitization caused by death grip...
     
  5. Might be one of those cases of giving people ideas if we share too much. I’ve done some weird crap myself.
     
  6. Der Drachenkönig

    Der Drachenkönig Fapstronaut

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    In my case it was obsessing over anime girls getting to the point of daydreaming with one i'd define what i considered the apex of all girls basing myself over on anime archetypes. To say that was eating away at me would be an understatement
     
  7. ClaudeDuval

    ClaudeDuval Fapstronaut

    Rape roleplay, rough unprotected a**l sex, mutual abuse/bondage crap...
     
  8. Bigguy4u

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    Being an emotional wreck with no confidence and crying everyday.
     
  9. I glued my PC monitor to my desk with strong adhesive to stop me moving it into my bedroom lol... didn't work because i just used my Iphone instead. Reaaally sucked when i got sober a year or so later and had to buy a new monitor, i ended up having to use a jigsaw cutter to remove it, destroying the old monitor in the process.
     
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  10. cocobutter

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    For years, I was addicted to the femdom and foot domination genre of porn. The weirder the better as long as it involved a girl humiliating a guy.

    Then I reached my lowest point ...

    Once or twice a year, I have to work the overnight shift in the office where I'm the only one around for a month. I found myself going to every pretty girl's desk, checking if they had shoes under the desk, and if they did, started smelling them. Then I would take a pair into the bathroom with me and jerk myself off smelling the shoes.

    At some moment after I jerked myself off, I realized that could easily cost me my job, there's a chance they can press charges against me, and even if not, it's beyond creepy since none of them are willing participants.

    At that point, I started visiting local mistresses and paying them to kiss and worship their feet and shoes. It was safer for me to get off that way, than doing what I was doing.
     
  11. Yes I’ve done sexual things at work that could have cost me my job. Also some low level things that could have gotten me arrested for a misdemeanor.

    One of the work books my therapist had me go through had an exercise involving remembering the “crazy” things we did during the depths of our addiction.

    Thinking back, I’m fortunate I wasn’t a victim of crime hanging out in terrible areas going to an adult store or theatre, fired from work for acting out sexually, or ended up in the hospital because of acting out some sort of auto erotic act.

    Hopefully remembering these things shakes us up and encourages us to “straighten up and fly right”.
     
  12. Billionrob

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    Made me fantasize about my wife having sex with a black man .. brainwashed me . Tryner get through this stage because i dont want these thoughts
     
  13. helterskelter

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    Spending hundreds on a 55 year old cam woman....im 32.arranging to fly to Romania and pay her for sex..giving her my private contact details.....such foolish behaviour. Lusting after my friends mother's and even grandma's. I felt more aroused by a wrinkly old ugly haggard woman than my partner. Aslong as she wore any type of leather...fat thin ugly it didn't matter.

    Shameful really and sad.
     
  14. Ashin_kusher

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    I feel like the femdom genre is horrible for this type of shit. I have acted out femdom things like cbt and chastity which can permanently damage or alter your reproductive organs. This also encourages stuff like anal masturbation and stuff like that.

    I am disgusted by some of the shit this stuff has caused me to do. I am so thankful I never did the cei stuff. But that is another thing this is causing people to do, consume their own ejaculant.
     

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