[90-CHALLENGE] THE NINETY DAYS CHALLENGE !

61/90

 

Okay, try just without porn, and then full mode. 0

 

52

 

Day 70 of 90. Only 20 days to go. I'm almost there. Unbelievable. 70 days without any masterubating or watching porn.

 

Day 7

 

Day 62/90

 

Thanks and best of luck to you too

 

23 days of my life has passed without even letting myself fantasize.
Today's status: Being bombard by the urges.
Today's tolerance: high
Overall: 90 days? That's just too short for a Fapstronaut

 

That swimsuit search is the same kind of thing that has tripped up my no PMO commitment the last several times. We are smarter than that, we will get past this.

 

Day 2 of 90. Didn't fantasize and did feel any urges. I feel great honestly. Now, its just to keep this part of me permenant throughout the next 88 days and beyonf

 

day 6, some thoughts of sex and porn, but nothing serious - continuing the long journey!

 

Day 67/90

 

Day 8

 

well, the easy path is to binge on porn and increase the suffering afterwards. since you know were that path leads to, my advice is just be as you are. there´s nothing wrong on being sad, hurt, angry, whatever, just let it be. don´t try to build mental stories around those feelings cause that´s unreal and increases suffering. just do what you feel like doing. let it flow.
also for emotional stability i strongly recommend meditation. does wonders . go my friend.

 

don´t beat yourself down. learn from the last relapse on move forward. "that´s how winning is done". go!

 

very good!!

 

also you´re not rewiring your brain. when you edge you still release dopamine and your brain keeps unbalanced. total abstinence of porn/masturbation it´s the best way. and like you said, much easier

 

11 days. i feel more happy and energetic, also sexual desire started to appeared but i kept strong, almost no porn thoughts.

let´s go brothers!!

 

Ok guys, I don`t know which day should I choose...just relapsed 2 times. The first time feeled good, I can`t imagine it, Ijust feeled "dirty" or "uncomfortable". The second time was... well.... I feel empty... Today morning I got sick and must go to school, also with the hurts from the tooth and girlfriend etc... I don`t want to be in that vicious circle again... but I don`t feel ashamed or something.. maybe tomorrow...
And got these relapses any negative effects on my brain or something?

 

Oh dawg, I wish I read it earlier... I just posted that I relapsed. Now I`m feeling... "empty"... But I accept it and learn it to my path. I don`t want to be in that vicious circle again! Nevermind! Thank you for your post, everytime when someone replied to me, I feel not so only or unimportant...