[90-CHALLENGE] THE NINETY DAYS CHALLENGE !

Bro thank you. Unfortunately I relapsed 2 time.... I accept it and learn it for my path! Thank you, you guys give me power!

 

You`re right... just feeling shit the whole weeks since school started. Now I accept it and take it to my path. Thank you, my friend

 

Gosh, I love this page

 

Day 45/90.

 

Day 1 completed succesfully day 2 begins

 

Day 10 !!

 

We are all on similar paths, you already stated the important things: learn from the mistakes and aim to be the best you can be!

 

Day 2

 

Day 3/90. I felt a few urges, but reminded myself that I'm on my first steps towards a great destination and they dissolved.

 

Day 15/90. Day started a little backwards. I was in a mental "block" at work, that state usually makes me so frustrated I can't snap out of it, adding more negative feedback to the mix. This time I surprised myself stepping away for a while, and while I was contemplating it from a distance it was like an inspiration train hit me. Ended up applying some creative solutions to a problem I saw no way of overcoming, and it felt GOOD.

I later realized the similarities with how I try not to go in the same "negative feedback" kind of state regarding this challenge, and giggled a little Stay inspired guys!

 

Day 3 of 90. Nothing much. I feel OK and it seems as if my urges are not frequent and sometimes are not there at all. I'm just scared of it coming back at a wrong time. That's why I keep myself alerted. Any who, 87 days to go

 

12/90 I hope this will help

 

87 Days left. Life is too short man. I don't want to feel regret anymore. It's very bad

 

day 7,
I realize more and more that the hunger for looking at hot girls or imagine them is unnecessary and makes me unhappy. It also is contrary to seeing them as whole persons and not just bodies.

 

Another day ends. Mentally exhausted, work took everything I had. Barely even thought of sex.

 

Day 4

 

01/90

 

Here i'm starting all over again after 8 months of ups and downs, this time heading for a bigger and better goal to achieve my best version. I hate to admit that PMO is a major problem than i imagine, I tested it myself, going on high streak proved that the exhaustion, pessimism, lack of productivity, sadness, illusion and many other mental/physical bad states i have been through without knowing their reason was due fapping. I was always a fireball, but turned into a potato couch. I found that this all started in a certain time, the first time i masturbated at my second your of college, I admit that masturbating was the worst addictive (i didn't know) behavior i discovered, and after many years of doing it i find it's really hard to get rid of.

I 'm starting to get off many bad things, I'm changing my whole life to better, I'm coming starting today.

Wish me luck guys i need your support
0/90

 

It has not been easy and I still struggle with this on a regular basis...

 

So today is day 47 moving into 48. I have struggled lots on this journey and still continue to; however I am now approaching my previous best count of 55 days... I will make it all the way to 90 this time and then move on with my life with no P and no M and; I hope, a more meaningful relationship with my SO...

Onwards!