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My dick is physically damaged. Can i recover cause i think its impossible

Discussion in 'New to NoFap' started by taryqqq, Sep 17, 2018.

  1. taryqqq

    taryqqq Fapstronaut

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    Hello, im in a serious trouble i have been masturbating prone by humping on bed daily for longer times and watching excessive porn since i was 14 im 21 now after reaching 20 i realised the harm i did to my penis as i lost sensitivity in my glans and shaft so now im 21 and its the third month im masturbating the normal way with hands stroking myself and i have low libido i never had sex and i have upward erection due to bed humping. The problem is i can ejaculate but i cant feel any orgasm and feel slight pain when i ejaculate its like im only ejaculating without feeling anything is there ever any way to regain my orgasms and my penile sensitivity ive tried to refrain masturbation coz i never even get full erections but in that month when i started refraining from masturbation i had erections everytime in the first week and i was wearing tight boxers, by getting the erection i tried to hold it back because i was with my fam but i felt slight pain and i went to check myself i saw right side having a lump going inside by pulling my skin back. I went to the doctor after two months he diagnosed me and said i have peyronies which he advised gave me vitamin E pills for using a year.Ive thought about suicide sometimes seriously i dont even know what to do. I really need help for real help me guys. Personally i think im damaged already coz i can't get it full it only goes 50 percent and stays there. Will i ever be healed b'coz i see no progress and about the peyronies issue ill go to the doc on 21st this months coz he told me i'll get a bend but its been 3 months i dont have any bend yet. I have short flaccid all time and feeling assexual for 3 months now. Is there anything i can do. Im planning to marry next year but im scared of my condition will I become okay? Im willing to do anything and i regret all those years i wasted on stupid porn n sexting while humping on bed. Im in a serious depression. I hope i will get all the support i need. My glans is also dekeratinized because of prone masturbation. Also i have stopped looking at my dick its always going back and i see the semi fractured area also with the semi erections i get i feel a little pain also. Thank you for reading hope i will get the support i need this is my last hope here.
     
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  2. taryqqq

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    Please people i really need help im in a really bad state i saw in youtube this place is helpful perhaps i could get an advice if i can recover. Im in a suicidal state for three months now.
     
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  3. hardowner

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    Did you tell all these to the doctor?
     
  4. The Lone Ranger

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    Yeah, people here are usually very supporting and helpful. I believe many would like to give you an answere but might not know what to say. Neither do I unfortunately. Seems as a question for a gynecologist or someone who could really help you by talking face to face. Good luck with everything. Im positiv there is a way to move foward after this so hang in there mate
     
  5. Abdwsm

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    Taryqqq It will be ok if you left this bad habit.
     
  6. taryqqq

    taryqqq Fapstronaut

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    abdwsm I have already left masturbating prone the only problem is the slight peyronies i have which is causing semi erections and prone masturbation which i used to do but its three months now i never masturbated prone and using my hand to masturbate the only thing is semi erections if i do the NoFap will it help to heal my penis im really scared
     
  7. Abdwsm

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    Give 3 more months to nofap. You will be fine.
     
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  8. Abdwsm

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    And taryqqq eat dates they are very good for your problem..
     
  9. taryqqq

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    No i ddnt consult the doctor about these he only gave me vitamin E pills for one year to avoid bend which gladly its been 3 months now i dont have any bend in my erection. Even if i consult the doctor they will prescribe me viagr or cials which i cant use b'coz im too young for such meds. But he told me that it will not affect your erections but here i am having semi erections. I wanted to know if nofap for 90 days will help me im willing to do anything just to be fine and be able to have sex. I'd rather lose my arm than lose my penis.
     
  10. Clean Plate

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    I used to have a pain on the left side of my shaft when I was PMOing daily. I quit and I no longer have that pain. Well, I havent gotten a full hard on erection in over a year so, I dont know if that pain will be there to be honest. Well, scratch that. Whenever I have a wet dream I wake up with a hard on. I DO NOT notice any pain whatsoever. I would follow your doctors recommendations because I never had peyronies. Leave the penis alone!!! Good luck!!
     
  11. taryqqq

    taryqqq Fapstronaut

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    Well then im starting my journey. I hope i'll get better i will have to beat off my stress and everything. Im athletic and run 5 times every week. I will eat dates and milk thanks for the advice abdwsm plus veggies and a healthy diet including almonds too plus staying hydrated all the time. I'll just leave it alone and stop watching myself down there and do nofap for 3 months. Thanks clean plate i hope so too. I dont know if i will recover or not because of my semi erections. Anyways i'll keep posting and start my journey onwards for 90 days and see if there is any progress.
     
  12. taryqqq

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    Just a question why haven't you got a full hard on for a year or are you also on a long term nofap journey so you just left it alone for a while? I mean im only scared of my semi-erections and i wanted to know if i will get back my full hard erections.
     
  13. Clean Plate

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    I dont watch porn or masturbate to fantasies. Sometimes when I work out, I get horny which is normal because men release a little testosterone when working out. When im deep in a workout I sometimes get horny and I start to fantasize. I never act on the urges though. My dick doesnt even get semi erect because ive gotten better at stopping them.
    I want to stay away from porn and masturbation and the orgasm related to it for as long as im alive. I dont want to do that anymore. I want to have sex with real women. Not with my hand.
    Since ive never had peyronies I wouldnt know what to tell you man. DISCLAIMER: If you have problems with erectile dysfunction, not caused by a physical ailment, I suggest doing reverse front and back kegels and ordinary kegels. These exercises help strengthen a weak pelvic floor. If you stick to these exercises on a consistent basis, after awhile you can control your premature ejaculations and it helps harden erections. Im not a doctor, so in your case, I would not suggest doing these strengthening exercises until you get an ok from your doctor to do so.
    Take care of your penis by following doctors recommendations and STOP FAPPING!!! Leave your shit alone mate. Trust me on this, thats your main priority right now.
     
  14. taryqqq

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    Thanks CLEAN PLATE thats exactly what im going to do
     
  15. hardowner

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    When you go to the doctor, you tell him everything. Even things that we consider negligible can affect your health and the healing process. It's like going to a tire shop and telling the employee that your tire is flat. He will inflate it, you will drive away and the next day it will be flat again. So you have to tell him that it has been punctured, he will repair it and you can keep going.
    Probably he won't. There are also other similar medicines that just improve the blood circulation in the area. Don't try to predict what the doctor will do.
    When I visited a doctor to ask for help regarding my ED, he prescribed vitamin E. He said that it improves the mood. Nofap can help you regain your sensitivity and erections. I'm on day 45 and I have erections all the time. Maybe 90 days won't be enough for a complete healing, but you will see significant improvement. Try all the time until your wedding.
    If your erection was upward since you were a kid, it's not a problem. Many guys have upward erections. It has its pros and cons...
     
  16. taryqqq

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    Thanks hardowner atleast im seeing the light now. I'll do nofap first and never masturbate again ill start with 3 months and see my progress. The good thing is im using vitamin E pills already every single day for a period of one year. I will try to eat foods which allow circulation down here i think thats the better option and relax during three months. Hopefully i will get better. Thanks for your support. I think my erections were not upwards but its because of prone masturbation and i also have a flatter dick not an oval one all because of lying on it during masturbation. But it never affected my erections only 3 months ago i started having semi-erections its my second day today just too stressed and always thinking about my dick all the time but ignoring the thoughts
     
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  17. Hi @taryqqq , the good news is that you can recover. It takes time and endurance. It took me 6 months to get back my sensitivity and a "normal" ejaculation". I used to have sex with my wife, felt the sensation but no sperm was flowing. Like a kid
    You need to stay strong though, because the path isn full of sacrifice and some days you will feel you cannot stand the pain any longer.
    I used to MO 4-5 times per day, and suddenly started reboot and quit. It was super hard, but managed to do it
    Stay strong
    Fercho
     
  18. taryqqq

    taryqqq Fapstronaut

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    Guys is this normal its my third day and im feeling erect like most of the time really makes me want to fap:(
     
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  19. taryqqq

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    Thanks man i appreciate it Fercho, As i said im willing to do anything to get back my erections and sensations i'd definitely go for 6 months and try my best. I understand our point will be strong n yeah its just the third day but i can feel how hard it is to go for 3 and upto 6 months
     
  20. Yes @taryqqq , I assume you have been doing PMO daily, probably more than one time per day, during many years. Your body is producing the amount of sperm to “satisfy this demand”.
    You will need several weeks/ months until your body realizes you do not need this amount any more.
    In the meantime here are some tips:
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    is a big step if you can understand what is triggering your urges, because this will allow you to be awake and kill those urges as soon as they appear.

    I recommend you to create your own "Emergency Toolbox" with readings that can be handy to read when you start feeling urges to screw up.
    I can share this post with you with my own Emergency Toolbox, it helped me a lot during the first few months, i had them in my cell and read them every time I started falling down:

    https://www.nofap.com/forum/index.p...y-first-320-days-of-reboot.62938/#post-473978

    I wrote some tips in this post that perhaps will help you too:

    http://NoFap.com/forum/index.php?threads/tips-that-helped-me-to-start-my-reboot.46617/#post-330318
    You can watch some interesting videos which are also very helpful in this post:
    http://nofap.com/forum/index.php?th...t-help-me-a-lot-during-my-reboot.39774/page-2

    I also suggest you to read "Breaking the Cycle" by George Collins, it is a must-read if you are serious about getting rid of this addiction.
    To get more focus and feel happier with life I recommend you to start doing meditation.. I have been using an App called Headspace for the last two months which is great if you have never meditated before. The first 10 sessions are free if you want to give a try. I used to feel a bit depressed or feeling without energy to start new projects in my life, and meditation has helped me a lot with this.

    Last but not least, I would strongly recommend you to take the NoFap Academy course if you can afford it. The course is great but the best value are the weekly video calls with @alexander (the creator of NoFap and NoFap Academy) and Mark Queppet, where you can chat with them in real life and listen to other guys's stories and problems too.

    I hope that all this helps you to fight this shitty addiction.
    Let's keep on fighting

    Fercho
     

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