help understanding symptoms

So i strongly believe i have a masturbation addiction that comes from a lack of sex. If i could find a way to have sex, I believe I would be a sex addict considering the number of times I M. Heck I used to start my day with M before i brushed my teeth. Anyway all that Ming needed some motivation after some point and that how i got hooked to P. Now not watching P is really not a problem for me, but not Ming is. I feel like all the world's tension building inside of me when i dont M for more than 3 days. Today I managed to get to day 10 finally. My entire day was filled with sexual thoughts only. Whats worse is these thoughts spring up when I start stressing about something at work. Is Ming a way for me to escape from stressfull situations?

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no matter who it is, everytime i meet a girl i find a need to get her in bed, it doesnt matter if shes married, has a boyfriend, is showing interest in my as of now single friend. Doesnt matter. I end up acting like a dick and view every other guy as competition. Like even my own friend. WTF is wrong with me? How do I get out of that mindset where everywoman is a toy that i need to put my dick in? disclaimer: Im in a long distane relationship for the last two years.. Dont really get to meet much but mygirl friend is a gem of a person.

 

Not really, i just view every woman and someone i could have sex with, i meant toys in that manner. There is no concept of having any other kind of relationshipnwoth woman