Day 3 of 3 done --> Challenge done! When I first tried this one, I was in a real phase of stress, there was just no way to make it. This time I knew it was possible. It gives me confidence to try the 7 day challenge again, which I failed on the 7th day last time. I feel I can also do this right now, there are better things in life and you feel the change.
Relapsed in a big way... final hurrah of sorts. Justifications, lies, deceit. Porn serves no fucking purpose in my life. 0/3
to be honest! Extremely sad right now. My mom used to beat me up all the time when I was a kid, sometimes for the silliest reasons. I just can't forget/forgive that. I haven;t thought about that a few years ago, but now I do. it is affecting me. I need theraphy if thats any use but anyways I can;t afford that. I have persuid some explicit scenes from a couple of movies, i didnt PMO but I might have a wet dream, idk. i have been sitting at home for many years...wasted 6-7 years while people less than my age are starting their careers. i'm a degenerate. life sucks, honestly.