[90-CHALLENGE] THE NINETY DAYS CHALLENGE !

Starting from 0, had 3 weeks until 30 mins ago...

 

35, flatline again. this is a damn rollercoaster

i found a interesting video on tube. this guy talks that about addictions in a totally different manner. in fact a way that we already talk here once in a while. he says that addictions emerge not because of the substance itself but because of the way we use substances to cope with personal problems and daily challenges.

 

day 1

 

5 days

 

22/90

 

How's everyone doing? A very good morning to everyone.I am starting over again.A new and fresh start last two times I just failed miserably cause I was lacking motivation to do this and also now I realize how addicted I am towards porn because when you edge after staying away for 25 -27 days then must be an absolutely attached to it.this crave don't go easily and aslo it completely destroys your soul I fell no hesitation to aknoacknowl that I am addicted to PMO I just fell like to have sex with all the beautiful girls I think I am becoming an animal but then I used to fell guilty every time I masterbate it is like more I masterbate more I go deeper into the hell.just want to get out of this I again want to become how I was at my childhood when there was no craving towards sex I was absolutely free because I didn't have this compulsion to this shitty thing I want to respect women never again want to look at as an object to fulfill the lust moreover I just want to become a good human being who treats everybody as another human being.I realize that if you are not serious about anything you will never find motivation towards it.I know that this evil gonna come again after 20-30 days later to hunt me down I don't what I am gonna do that time but all I can do is try holding tightly.never want to lose again.it has become quite long but I just expressed what was inside my mind.praying to God to give everyone the courage, strength, determination to overcome it.have a good everyone.
Day 0

 

Thanks for sharing this @RiseToGreatness.

 

hmm apparently you have to try this one more time and maybe it will be this time when you win. I'm in ! day 1

 

I didn't respond to the thread last night, and now I'm over half-way through the day.

Day 85/90.

NoFap is what happens when you make other plans. =P

 

Day 7

 

Day 69/90.

 

Day 2/90 ..I made it one more day...although I had unexplained feelings of sadness and anxiety...trusting that these emotions are impermanent and brain will heal itself...

 

I’m in! Day 0/90

 

1 day

 

Relapsed day 0

 

Day 86/90.

 

Day 4/90. Intense day in many ways, feeling extremely weird, but moving on

 

day 0/90
guys support me
never been above 10 days but i won't give up this time

 

Day 5/90!

 

23/90