Chaturbate withdrawal, love? & lonely goodbyes in progress

I feel zero romance about those greedy bitches. I wasted over $2000 on one and I don't know how much on many others. Stupid of me of course for falling into the trap. But I think it's a huge mistake to have any romantic feeling for any of those women. I miss my money that I wasted. I don't miss any of them.

I drop this not so romantic paragraph because I think having romantic feelings leaves a door open to returning to them. See those women as they are, GREEDY PEOPLE THAT ONLY WANT YOUR MONEY AND DON'T GIVE A HOOT ABOUT YOU! Don't fall back into the trap.

Good luck in your search for real love with a real woman. I wish you the best.

 

They're performing for the goal of getting paid. They're not like that off camera.

You became emotionally (and financially) invested in their performance. Not in who they really are.

 

DON'T fall into this trap again, that's why Iam in my situation. And I am as sure as hell not going to be deceived again.
Around the height of my addiction, I liked camgirls as you did, since I thought that they actually loved me and cared. But as I matured, I realized 2 things: they only did it for a job, almost like a successful YouTube channel and, like elevate said above me, the camgirl and the actual person are totally different. I won't go into detail since it is kinda lengthy but remember what they truly are, succubuses (plural?).
Try finding a real relationship, it should redirect your energies.

 

Yeah this is true. Same with strippers, hookers, bottle service girls, even waitresses in some cases. They are all just looking for money and are experts in making you think that they like you so you will pay them more

 

Speaking of waitresses I had one do an ol’ trick with me that I didn’t learn about ‘til later. If a female waitress wants to soften you up for a better tip she will either sit down or squat down close to you and look you straight in the eyes with a smile as she talks to you about your order.

I normally tip heavy but I gave this gorgeous gal even more. And even after reading about that trick I don’t regret it.
I don’t mind tipping waitresses. They work hard and get treated like crap.

 

not too worried about them, I just focus on other things like living my life to the full and reaching my dreams and goals etc.

 

go away from cam site this is the worst place on earth.
I advice you to delete definitely all your account really do it.
Do no just desactivate it (or you'll be able to reactivate it when you feel a weakness and urges) Delete it by clicking on the link delete account.
Never go back on those kind of site there is nothing good for you.
Take care of you and good luck to solve your addiction i know how hard it is. you can message me if you need to talk.
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Yes true I love hot waitresses that do that it makes things more interesting and fun.