1 month FREE !!!

So, this is my 30th relapse free day. I'm writing this post solely for the purpose of discussing with you the changes that have taken place and some that did not.
I almost feel urge-free now. Reason- I know that I dont need to FAP in order to live the life I always imagined for myself. Virtual world i.e the world of porn does not attract me anymore as I know that it only leads to self-devastation and that it is NO REAL.
I am more social. Not much high-rise but still a great start! When I was addicted to PMO I could not even talk to girls and had a lot of social anxiety. Now I feel like I have the real freedom of speech (lol). Talking to new people and sparking up a conversation with a girl is my new aim (hehe).
Increased focus and concentration. I had a very poor sense of decision making when I used to watch porn. It had almost wiped out my sense between what was real and what was virtual. Decision making power has increased. I can go on studying continuously for more than about an hour now and I'm improving at that one.
Great Health. I eat junk food like only once every 3 weeks and this has saved me some money too!
I eat some fruits and all meals I have during the day are filled with vegetables.
But still there is one great problem in my character:- I realized this a few days ago that often while travelling or in public I have this bad habit of staring at women and their body. This is very wrong as it signifies the fact that I still look at women as an object for sex.
But I'm getting around that too as I try to focus myself more on what is important to me and whats not, what I should be thinking vs what not.
Thank you for reading this and best of luck for your journey.
Be sure to smile and remember always "Happiness has no bounds".

 

It is seriously one of the worst results of PMO. Good job of 71 days man!
Don't even think about giving up.