[30-CHALLENGE] THE THIRTY DAYS CHALLENGE !

Day 2/3

 

15/30..

Stress is through the roof right now. Normally I would turn to a bit of PM... Gotta make it through the night... I have a shitload of editing I need to do but I’m stuck and can’t get mentally out of my own way.

 

Friends I relapsed again... with in 4 days. First time when I joined in nofap I crossed 35 days with out PMO. Now I cant even stay for one week. I am lost.

 

This will be last attempt in nofap. Stopping this addiction is the primary concern for me right now in my life. So I have to be more alert. Think and act more seriously and dedicated.

 

I can check in tomorrow for day 3. Today on day 2, upon waking up, i almost went for pmo.. luckily i stopped b4 anything happened.. but i learned again how i have to be vigilant for the difficult moments. Its not about the easy moments, but the difficult ones.. can drift off easily. Ofc in hindsight im happy i did not relapse. Gotta learn from all these moments. Onto day 30 ! I love this community, and you people help & inspire me so much. Keep it cool & keep it going everyone.

 

Day 25/30done.

 

Day 1 completed. Got a lot of work done. I suddenly have plenty of leisure time.So, I'm going to start reading a science fiction book.Have a nice day!

 

9/30 - forgot to log because I've been so busy

 

Day 0/30 again. I messed up last night. Time to try again.

 

Day 3 / 30. Today feels easier than the previous days. Urges really are like storms, they DO pass, this is what i have to remind.
Also seeing pmo as kind of self harm, not as a gift, but as poison.
I feel very motivated to continue on this path. Keep on rising bro's

 

day 1 again

 

13/30

 

5/30

 

Completed half the challenge...

 

First day completed...

 

yeah i'm gonna do this shit i will success

 

Day 26 / 30 completed.

 

Day1

 

10/30

 

Day 1