Tempted but feeling good now

I went to San Diego for a few hours today. The women were gorgeous. And honestly I was tempted to start fantasizing about sex. Also porn scenes were starting to flash up in my mind. It was a bit of an effort to concentrate.

I thought about the good life I’ve been enjoying now, the photo project I have that led me to San Diego today in the first place, and I thought about you all here.

I’m back home now feeling strong. Into new habits now that I enjoy more than sitting around staring at sex scenes and feeling myself.

Thought to write this out to keep my mind on track.

 

Well done. I imagine San Diego would be tricky for a lot of men, but it seems that you are in a halfway house at the moment. Maybe one day we can get to a place where we see beauty and don't get lust.
I know what you mean about the scenes! I did a workout yesterday and had pornographic actress names popping into my head the whole time. But I won.