[30-CHALLENGE] THE THIRTY DAYS CHALLENGE !

Day 1. It will be better.

 

2/30

 

HOLA A TODOS DE NOFAB, EN LA MAÑANA FUE DURO POR LAS TENTACIONES, LAS IMÁGENES, LOS RECUERDOS QUE SE QUEDAN GRABADOS EN LA MENTE Y SALEN EN EL MOMENTO MENOS ESPERADO, CUANDO SE CAMINA EN LA CALLE Y SIN QUERER SE MIRA ALREDEDOR Y LA MENTE SUCIA POR EL VICIO EMPIEZA A JUGAR CON UNO, HACIENDO SENTIR UN ENFERMO. NOFAB!!!

 

Now I'ma proud flat-liner.

 

I feel you bro. Hang on there. I relapsed myself after hitting a 75-days streak. I felt so terrible and I hated myself. Let's have faith, a better life is ahead of us. Let's stay away from porn.

 

Day 3 noPMO

 

20/30

I wish I could say this was getting easier, but I just feel more and more entrenched in the PM mindset. I’m sticking it out, my goal remains 90day, but I have yet to break free of myself. Wish you all the best, keep up the good works.

 

Day 30 /30 completed.
Before this 7 day challenge completed, so 37 days in total.

I would not have thought this would be possible 37 days ago.
I feel my mind, body and soul are healing.

 

0/30 - time for reboot

 

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Thank you for reply... I support is really helping me. Yes I have to count day by day. Have patience. And progress slowly and steady. Once again thank you dear friend.

 

Day 0

 

Day 2 completed

 

I begin from today Wednesday, 31-10-2018

 

yesterday i had nocturnal emission. It's not like i wanted it to happen!

 

Good Morning Wood! Day 2!

 

18/30

 

Congratulations man! Well done! Keep up the good work

 

Day 2 complete!

 

Relapsed... again..!! My new philosophy is.. to always learn from mistakes. What lesson did i learn this time?

I would say.. i have learned about the importance of Time. Always take enough time. I was stressed, and very rushed yesterday. If i would have calmed down, and take it easy, the relapse might have been avoided.

So whether it's about work, life, goals, social interactions.. don't rush it, making sure i have enough time. Of course some times in life you're in a hurry to catch a train or something, but the general lessom/philosophy of this relapse is to take Time serious, bring as much ease into it as possible.
And when I relapsed.. i did it thrice in a row. So the 2nd thing.. don't divert 180, but stay as close to ideal as possible. Getting on track as quickly as possible. I felt a feeling of defeat (and guilt & shame), but that won't help... gotta get as strong again as possible.

Day 0/30 again.

Taking my principles serious again, dont make stupid hasty, rushy, mistakes... remembering that the time of the storms will pass on by...

 

Count me in. It's good to have an initial goal to work towards.