Day 14 NoFap Journey

So first off I would like to say how grateful I am to find a community of like minded men who want to change there life for the best. I had an extreme addiction to porn my whole life. I used it for protection and a way to deal with my feelings as a kid. Now I want to say none of that story matters anymore because who I am today is totally free.

I am learning to have will power over my body and not letting the feelings of lust control me anymore. I am grateful to say it has been 14 days of NoFap for me. This journey is definitely not easy its gonna take sometime to be free of the urges to watching porn but I am heading on that path.

Just a couple of minutes ago I found myself looking at women feet on Instagram and youtube I have a foot fetish and I realize that that was a habit I created as well. I did look at a couple videos and even was touching myself a little not for long the same patterns were initated like before but this time my bigger Self stepped in and released it, not by coming like used to do but by letting the emotions just be and allowing them to leave.

The urges are quite strong but luckily I have a technique to help me gain back control and help me finally let it go. For anybody who wants to take back control please get a book called The Sedona Method this book is great with helping addictions and helping you let them go. I am an example of that. Im doing hard mode 90 days. I will be back on day 30 to tell you guys how its going so fare so good.