Goodbye

I feel a bit stupid and selfish and self-absorbed making a thread like this, I probably have made one before, but this site has been my life-saver - I mean seriously, I probably would have went back more deeply into depression if I hadn't quit PMO - and it's capital for me to properly transition, as I marked one year and am definitely not considering myself as a PMO addict anymore, and need to focus on my other addictions. Some important stuff I want to say:

_ Alexander, I will never ever thank you enough for this site. Basically, I found it by reddit nofap, I found reddit nofap by a ted talk, I saw the ted talk by a super random anti-porn post on tumblr. This is the safest and nicest place on the Internet, I mean it from the bottom of my heart. I'm extremely grateful for your work. And Mark too, his videos have been staples of the beginning of my streak, I wish him the happiest of lives with his wife.

_ On this site are the most beautiful souls I've ever had the immense grace to meet. Some real unsung Heroes. With a big H. I don't want to cite names because I WILL forgot some and I don't want this. You know who you are, God bless you a lot, I love you like blood brothers, I'm never lying when I say I love you.

_ I'm sorry if I offended anyone. I'm sorry if my style brushes you in the wrong way. I regret logging drunk, I regret being pissed off, I regret swearing and cursing like my life depended on it, I apologize for being often stubborn and short-sighted.

_ I do will answer all my private messages tomorrow, but please, to ease my transition which I REALLY need to do, do not send me other messages afterwards, at least not on NoFap. I have put all the places to contact me on my journal. If you want my email, ask away!

_ To every HERO that read my journals/novels: I love you, marry me. Writing the mundane is my biggest by far therapy, and by reading me you made me mature more than anything. I'm thankful for everyone to witness me becoming a fulfilled woman.

_ I'm happy. I'm really, really, really deeply happy. I'm so happy that I don't even understand all the subtleties and consequences of this happiness. I'm kissing the scars on my arm. NoFap was the eye-opener, the key to all my dreams. I'm watching them get accomplish one by one. I'm having massive signs from everywhere.

_ I will definitely come back from time to time, kinda like King William. I love you guys too much. But I will not keep a diary like I used to do. It's soooo hard to transition, it's been one year that I'm no longer an addict, and I'm still hanging out here. I just must love yall too much :/


So goodbye everybody. May God bless you, you are in my prayers, may you achieve your dreams, may life always win over death, may you never forget hope. Lose hope, and you're a dead man. And a special mention to all my girls over here <3

 

You have touched me with this thread. Thank you so much you really have inspired me even though i am new to this site. From the bottom of my heart I wish you all the best out there.

 

"when your work is done, withdraw."

goodbye, may you inspire even more where ever you go.You are a true matriarch.

love CK