PAWS - FLATLINE RETURNING AFTER 6 MONTHS OF NOFAP? IS IT POSSIBLE ?

Hello people,
I had a strong addiction, started fapping around 8 and started with porn at 10, currently I am 24. The last 5 year I fapped multiple times a day with tons of tabs of porn opened in my. I had a strong addiction and almost never had good sex with a girl, because of my ED.
Currently I am on my 183th day of nofap ( soft mode, I have a girlfriend) Becayse of my girl I barely had the desire to open porn anymore or to start again with it.. After realizing all the troubles it caused me i simply started hating it... When I realized about the problem that I have I was suffering from ED, not getting easily aroused by real women, struggling with fetishes (mostly transwoman), depression and ocd thoughts.

After the first couple of weeks or I would say month, the ED almost faded away. I would say I never really experienced a flatline related to libido..I was feeling really aroused by real women and most of all, by my girl.I had the feeling that I could bang every girl on the planet. Morning woods started to return and sometimes i would even get a random boner (before that, i would almost never get a morning wood). I thought that all the issues related to my libido are gone.
Now I am on month 6, and for the last 5 months I barely experienced ED - I had sex with my girl almost every 4-5 days and I was rock hard everytime we tried to have sex. Of course, I had some ED cases,but let's say it happened around 10 times for 5 months, which is not that bad.
Besides ED, the other symptoms were still there. I had mood swings, anger issues, ocd and hocd thoughts, depression, lazyness, braing fog.. All these symptoms would come last 3-4 days then fade away, then return again in a week and so on .... It is really hard as shit to deal with all these things..
However, I thought that the issues related to my libido are back in the history and I was confident enough to say that I am totally healed from this problem.
However, the lat 3-4 weeks my libido just faded away. My girl walks around naked, and it's like my penis is dead. I see all these pretty and hot girls in my gym, but I don't feel anything down there. Morning woods disappeared, random boners too. The feeling really drives me crazy and I don't know what's going on... ?
Is there anyone, who can relate? Is this to be part of the PAWS, or some other kind ot issues....

 

Yes you may be right... in the whole 5 month journey I was experiencing tons of anxiety, ocd thoughts, depression, mood swings and anger issues... They would come, stay for a week and bother me and then fade away for lets say a week or two... when I start to think that it's over they come again... However with the libido things weren't so bad cause after the first couple of weeks I almost had no issues... But this thing now looks terrible.. I always thought that after 6 months of nofap i would be healed, and suddenly i lost all my libido and my penis feels completely dead....
This thing is fucked up guys, we need to stay strong..

 

Thanks for the reply.
When I was reading in the forums, it always says that after 90 days you should be healed, that it takes 90 days for the brain to rewire and you are a "brand new" person. When I started the journey, i told to myself - "hey 90 days ain't even that much, Imagine how you would feel after 150 days ? you will be like a fuckin' superman, bro!"..
However looks like what we think and what is reality are two separate things....

 

You're right. You can't expect to do sth bad for 15 years multiple times a day and then stop for 90 days and expect to be healed.. It's like when you've been smoking tobacco for 15 years and then stop for 3 months and hope that your lungs are back to normal...

 

Yep! Thank you for the inspirational words, brother!
Yep it's a tough journey and the moment you think everything is allright, the devil still comes and reminds you what hell looks like... We need to stay strong, patient, pray to the Lord and hope.. Porn is a huge trap and can damage you in many ways, it's bad that many people don't know it yet... Sometimes when it's hard I ask myself is it really porn that causes all that shit in my head or it's just that my mind is fucked up... i guess there's others who can relate..
Stay strong brothers!!

 

Yeah but it’s hard to tell your girl, oh babe i’m Sorry let’s not have sex for a while...