THE LAST 90 Days of 2018

@cami123 Yeah, about that...
Day 9
I” m not really feeling THAT much better since quitting because my sleep has been horrible the past two weeks . At first it was because I stayed up play games with my brother up until 4 am. Now it’s because I’m binge watching shows on Netflix.
I am sleep deprived.
So when it comes to urges, they’re week as shit because my libido is half awake.

Now that I think about it. When a lot f the times I watched porn was from 1 to 3:30 am. Which led to problems of itself . I was fucking myself in all kinds of ways.
And I still am.
Get your quality sleep guys.

 

Day 10
At first I thought it was just my sleep but I think that I’m also in a really bad flatline.
I need to stick it out.

 

Day 11.
Had some really strong urges this morning.
Hoped in some No Nut November thread And got some motivation.

 

Day 13.

 

Day 14
The urges have been intense as fuck. Was humping my bed this morning.

 

Day 0
I gave in at day 14 . I caved in 2 days ago and relapsed again yesterday( or this early morning) . I’m not mad, although I kinda wish I hanged on. I’ll give a more detailed report in my journal . But I gotta say, after what I felt on day 14 , I’m really motivated to get back there.

 

Day 1

 

Almost at the end of day 2

 

Day 7
Urges were strong yesterday and died down a bit today.